28 May 2009, Thursday

:: sunny + rainy ::

today at sch is jz bz-ing...

having add maths ceramah at 11am til 1pm lo

starting of the ceramah won't feel anything..

but whn time goes on, i feel sleepy and sleepy..

but whn the ceramah started nt more thn half hours

the Ms.Prawn started feels sleepy adi.

she shows me her noob face expression...haha^^

after the ceramah, i help cnkl for her photograph stuff

b4 the ceramh,dat's 10am...

i help her manage the 5 Cergas for individual photo session

after that went for recess..

no ppl at the canteen thr.so we buy our food vry fast

[ i'm driving car_waiting for my parents at Sunway Carnival Mall ]

after reach home, as usual jz sms a while thn go n take bath lor..

thn i go to cc..haha...during the journey bck to home..

i saw Ms.Prawn sitting motorcycle bck to home..her dad fetch her

she sumore act vry childish-use her hand to make a gun and shoot at me

lolx...so lame la her~ after i reach home, he called me...

i get a shocked frm him cz he called me..i duno wat he's thinking actually...

i really duno wat is in his mind...haiz..why he wan did dat to me??

why he wants to force me to do those things that i don't like?

i really hate it!! really and seriously hate that!!

i don't like ppl treat me like this...and u did it!damn u~

[ LOVE shape by using ropes ]

i call bck cnkl once i reach home...
actually we plan to go sunway's arcade and ply...
unfortunately all of us cnt go coz facing some technique problem..haiz==
i reach tui centre thr n saw remee thr waiting...
thn me n her mumbling cnkl over thr
cz she is the one who call us early go but she is the latest ppl who reach tui centre
malea~ ply both of us...so i decided that both of us go down n wait 4 her
whn she reach, we pull her go to seven-eleven buy drinks..haha
she bought a super big cup of Marinda Orange that costs RM2.10
thn both of us share...during tui was damn boring..
we just keep on talking..haha...but sometimes pay attention too
but not more than 10 min...haha...we jz chatting some nonsense thr
after taking my lunch, i do homework...haha...izit amazing??
as usual i won't do my homework..i do my moral folio a bit lor..
thn wana continue phy cz 2mrw wana passup..if nt dat Pn.MWS wil demerit us
haiz..but im damn lazy to do la..jz 4get abt it..haha...2mrw only c how ler..
wana go n read the novel that remee send for me jz nw during phy tui..
nightzz & muackzzz...

27 May 2009, Wednesday

- sunny day -

since yest i din post any blog...

so, im here goin to touch a bit abt yest that i did & happened..

once i bck frm sch, i really feel that thr is no point with Eric anymore

actually i'hv made this decision b4...jz nvr told him that time..

thn i jz send a msg 4 him..i wonder why he nvr replies me..

when today morning i wake up, i saw his msg..

he said dat he's bz dis few days so nvr reply my msg

i ask him we be friend bck is better,jz ask him to say ok nia..

thn he jz says ok, of coz we can be friend bck..

duno y...i feel a bit of sadness...he nvr do any of his promises yet

im damn disappointed...haiz..

bt nvm la..be friends is better & last longer..

at sch was freakingly bz...haiz..

b4 go to Physics lab,cnkl called me..

Pn. Phan & Pn. Lim Siew Sim need both of us help.

so i went 2 lab b4 goin to staff room to help tea..

after a period of time,it's our recess time..we r late for 10 min to recess

haha...after that i go n help amanda, sasa & wei ling take pics for moral folio

nw mention abt moral folio...damn it! need to pass up after holidays..

thn i went bck to staff room to help tea...we do our typing works till finished sch

dat is - 1.50pm..today i realised dat some teachers are so funny

Pn. Phan duno hw to speak Hokkien actually..haha...

she's so funny whn talking with her special slang...

i saw Pn. Hasanah in the office...she is taking $$ frm Pn. Hashimah..

with her both hands..thn im staring at her...she somemore laugh..

thn later on we go bck home by taking public bus..

i really hate that Kooi Yong...everytimes also lie my feelings...

actually the bus is not 703 but she'll trick me..iiisssshh...

why i'm so trusting her?? swt..==" she lies me..sobx~

reach home but no one is in the house cz my sis gt badminton at sch

haha...so happy...but im nt goin out with son..due to my laziness & tiredness

sry la~ 2mrw i manage to go to cc on9 and fs!!! i swear!!!!i mz go!!!

im fed up with my hs's stupid computer adi!even dl a new msn plus oso cnt use..

F**K....really hate that!!im releasing my anger & desperation here!

jz nw when doin my things...i flashed bck something..

duno y suddenly think bck an incident whn with him..

i remembered whn last time i go n tell Yi Xian dat Zhao Wen jz ply her

thn dat Zhao Wen go n find him...tell him everything..

and he comes and scold me..izit dat's my wrong to save my bestie frm being lie??

i remembered dat time he almost wants to break up with me already...

dat time i were damn bad mood..even argue with him fiercely..

at last he also protect me..he settle up the things for me..

i felt so touched..he scold me nt being kpc next time...lolx..

but now he's no longer my friend anymore..

i stil rmb i betray him..so sorry...i dun wan make my life suffer anymore..

so i leaved him...even he begged me bck, i hv no feel on him anymore..

i wonder why last time whn he mads me, i wil tell him that i cnt live without him

haha...funny right??maybe dat time i really cnt lose him...

dat's all for today's blog..

good night~~

25 May 2009, Monday

_sunny + rainy_

today morning is freakingly hot!

jz like in an owen...swt..=="""

i jz keep sweating the whole day...except recess time

coz its raining..haha^^

after sch oso stil raining but Mei Gee fetch me home today

so happy...hahax...no need take bus

sry ya cnkl...i dump u alone to take bus bck home..><

today at sch gt nth to do...but chemistry & maths class stil going on

feels so sleepy during chemistry class..haha^^

duno y?mayb after recess time gua i think...

damn it!! I jz get 28/50 for chemistry paper 1...sucks d la dis time

so less nia..sure no eyes to c my result adi...*sigh~

b4 recess,me,cnkl,lls and sy went around sch to looks 4 classes dat dun hv tea

our main purpose is to record the greetings frm student to tea

our Multemedia Club hv to do a presentation for Teacher's Day during this coming Friday

hoho~~ luckily they stil gv us co-operation la...

im using my mum's camera without her knowing..kakaz...

reach home abt 2.20pm liao..quite early d..hehe

after that i sit donw in the living room and watch movie..

thn ltr gt nth to do liao..keep sms with him..hehe

[ ring = LOVE ]

erm...thn ltr i went to pcf...wuwuwuu~

i go to 4th floor arcade to ply..of cz plying my rock fever lor~

afetr that i went ot find my friends...

kinda long time nvr visit them d...miss them so much!

haha^^ thn i go to find yun at thr..talk abt 25min like dat lu..

thn i went bck home d...b4 dat i oso bought my favourite:-

waffle [ chocolate + peanut ] & McD ice-cream...yummy~^^

damn nice de...cz long time nvr taste it adi!

went to bm tui at Jireh...late a bit go fetch cnkl...

thn she go n tell remee abt dis..lolx..

nt i wana late oso ler..jz nw went to pump oil mer..

she isn't an understanding girl...haha... * i think~

having today's dinner quite fast today...no need 1/2 hour by myself..

thn i continue do my hw...as today i 4gt to bring my E3 go to sch

so at class i jz reading my chinese love novel thr..kakaz..

suddenly tea stopped...sy use her hand to call me...

thn tea sumore ask me something::

Pn.Phan : Wai Li, are you here??

Me : Ya, I'm here.

Pn.Phan : Really ar?? I taught you are somewhere else already...

Me : *[ just keep quiet ]

thn i saw everyone jz stare at me..

wow~ like i'hv done something bad nia..

haha^^thn remee,clarin & sen joo laugh at me..swt..==

izit thr any laugh point??haiz...dun bother them la...

now i really got no mood to do my E3...

erm...actually is nt do...it's copying sy's hw..kakaz...

cz i'hv pass up my paper to tea d mer..so i hv no way ler..

my mum suggest all of us should share a room tonight...

the beneficial is we can save our usage of electricity

besides, we also can use the air-cond in a longer period of time..

that is what i'hv learned from my mum just now..kinda funny..

but i don't hope to sleep with them..i want sleep alone also better than this...

i think i shall end my blog today at here...nightss lor~muackss..

(actually din slp so early)

WAI WAI STEAMBOAT's Grand Opening!!

_sunny day_

today we having Steamboat Party at my home

haha^^ kinda excited..

b4 i go to attend sch's Multimedia Club meeting

i went to CLP market to buy food for steamboat

cost me RM17 for 2 packets only...kinda expensive geh

i bck home at 10am...im bz-ing non-stop..haiz..

mop floor,prepare foods,wash dis and that and nvr take bath yet!!

thn im waiting they come...

cnkl,lls,sy,remee,clarin,sen joo and carmen...

luckily carmen early come to my house and help me..

if nt i sure die~~hahaa...><

2nd comer is clarin...thn followed by cnkl,lls and sy...

ltr is sen joo...the LAST is our MS.ReMee...

all of us waiting 4 her drinks to drink..haha

[ My honey-sy & Me ^^]

[ shortie gang ]

[ sy_me_remee ]

[ me & remee ]

they r plying wif doing wantan...lolx..=="

and goin to fry the wantan...dun burn my house de kitchen orx~haha

ltr i'll get blame by my mum...i'll kill off u all...wahahaha

while we eating,Ms.Prawn called me..

damn nice ler the steamboat...yum yum yum~~

she scold me..haiz..cz i ter-close her phone call..paiseh la..><

after eat abt 1 hr,we r quite full d..

[ sy with her favourite fish ball ]

[ yor~remee no nd hide urself la..i can saw u..haha ]

thn the lls so clever,noe hw to use my living room's air-cond..

haha^^thn v ply killer...i duno y dat day gt a bit bad luck..

kena me be killer for 2 times..swt..=="

but somebody i already kill stil duno dat i hv killed her..

dis is the most funniest point ler..haha

we r too noisy...at class i wont feel dat...bt at my home..

it's really vry noisy la..thn v go to my room and ply...

this time v ply truth & dare...haha

i get to c cnkl wear shirt d!!!yeah~~!!!

i relly dun und anything to scared if wear skirt??jz wonder~

besides,we also get to c carmen,clarin,sy,sen joo and remee wear mini skirt

hahahahaha...but sen joo get tricked by us...

actually both of the cards r also black cards...

i quickly change the cards whn cnkl gv it to me..sry~~^^

[ cnkl wearing mini skirt...1st time we saw!! ]

[ carmen wearing mini skirt too~ ]

[ clarin wearing mini skirt ]

[ 1st time i saw sy wear mini skirt of mine...haha^^ ]
but we feel that she wear mini skirt jz like gv ppl rape her..

haiz...really so funny!!

[ sen joo nvr wear so short de mini skirt b4! ]

b4 dat i oso kena sexy dance...shit la..

call me do popping..iiissssshhh...so geli!!OMG!!

besides,cnkl kena use her butt to write words...

thn clarin oso kena sexy dance thn...

lls so lame,oways kena truth nia...swt..not syok de..

while waiting for remee ro change mini skirt..

sy started to become a wolf~

she call cnkl open her legs..haha

below r some evidence...^^

[ sy wana rape cnkl ]

[ sy cnt control her 'nafsu' ]

taa-daa~~

dis is our remee whn wearing mini skirt!!

i oso nvr saw b4..haha

quite funny...

she dun dare to open her face let us take pic..

*evil laugh...hahahahaha...

[ remee wearing mini skirt ]

after that, we gt nth to do...

all of us r sick of taking photos with different pose..

[ yeah~ all of us...peace V^^ ]

[ lls (shortie) & remee (taller) ]

[ sy wana act tall...but seems like vry hard ]

[ me & sy (buddy)_really wana kiss d orx~ ]

[ this pic is clarin's stupid idea~remee help us take de ]

[ all of us kelam kabut...haha^^ ]

cnkl open her mouth damn big..

gasping for air~haha^^

[ me,lls,clarin & carmen lie on sy,cnkl,remee & sen joo's back ]

after taking pic,we r goin to tui d..it's 4pm...it's time to say goodbye~haiz...dun hope the day will end..haiz..really...haha^^ hope v can get another gathering..but at last we reach tui centre thr also 4.30pm d la..tea asking us whr we hv gone..aiyak~ but din ans tea...hehe...so pity Ms.Prawn din come..we gt lots of delicious food...n but too many fish ball til can't finish d...

Love ya...friends~^^

muacksss....XP

22 May 2009, Friday

:: sunny ::

i told him the ans last night...

he sure feel vry hurt..so sorry...

he don't want me to sacrifice myself coz of him..

he even dun wan me to pity him..

well~ i'hv make the decision

i reject him...and he ends up our relationship..

i'm no longer his friend anymore..

why he wants to be like dat??

izit he can't put down me off his heart?haiz...

i cnt do anything...jz make him sad..

haiz...forget about this la..=="

[ a vry nice LOVE on the book! ]

today morning i wake up vry late...haha

even my dad and sis too!swt...

i run to my dad's room and wake them up...it's 7.50am d..OMG~

coz my mum work night shift so no ppl wake us up..

haha...i done my things in a vry high speed..

today having a reading period...i jz chat wif sy..

i hope dat 1 day will appear a guy that could change her mind..

i'm waiting 4 dat person to appear..i'll applause that person!

seriously here...haha...even me as her buddy also cnt do dat..

her mum dun let her study wad she likes-Business & Marketing..

really got a bit pity to her..but my mum won't care wat i wana study..

coz im the person who r going to study,not her..
today Pn. Lim give us our add maths marks..

yuhoo~~so happy...i'hv passed my add maths paper with 44%!!

i feel so scared if i failed again..

i wonder why our class ppl wants to be red-handed during exam..

we r 1st class student,so must study hard to achieve good result by own!

but not red-handed...i'm so shocked whn get to noe dat Devarubini is 1 of the person!

she's acting in front of all of us and teacher..i taut she's vry smart...

but today i only noe dat she's such person...

she can do everything jz to get high marks for her exam...

sucks la this kind of person!i hate!!

i get to noe from 1 friend that a singh student in my class is like dat too!!

she's a prefect...hw can she do like dat??

even we as students also wont be like dat..she is worst thn us!!!

i hate her too!!jz in this case,i get to noe many things..

don't judge the books by the cover...

[ I LOVE U ]

that Devarubini not jz wana cheat add maths tea today..

she tries to trick tea,sy and cnkl...haiz..

she also cheat during sej exam..double sucks her!!

this is wad Pn. Lim Lie Chang told us whn she entered the class..

hw can a person be like that??i wonder...><

our sej tea,Pn.Lim Siew Sim din gv Devarubini the sej paper today..

she feels so weird and go to ask teacher...

tea said dat gonna gv her time till monday to let she tell out wat she had done

her facial expressions was damn good!!no..is BEST!!

i'hv ever seen such ppl like her!!a shit ppl in our class!!

she sumore act 'wu gu'..but tea and us noe everything...

haha...we got movie to watch during monday liao...^^

hope that she will get 0% for her sej..as a punishment for her..

she jz throw our 5 Suci's face only..wad the hell~

i get 61% for my sej...consider okay d la..as i nvr study hard for dat too..

hehe...i wont feel sad for my add maths and sej's marks...

jz sad with my modern maths marks..

im so careless and lose many marks thr..

actually i can achieve the >80% de target!!

coz of dat stupid matrices thn i jz get 77% nia..

bck to home gt nth to do..really..i cook maggi mee to eat..

*sigh~thn later goin to market with my bro to buy food for 2mrw's event

"WAI WAI STEAMBOAT" is opening tomorrow!!haha^^

this is my steamboat shop named by Remee..isn't that sounds cute??

feel so excited ler...plan to ply some games 2mrw..

the main point of plying the games is....

I WANA LET CALAINE NG KAI LYNN WEAR MY MINI SKIRT TOMORROW!!!

*evil laugh...hahahahahahahahahaa..

hey friends~ all of u who attend 2mrw sure will hope to c dat right??

so pls gv me co-operation la!!haha

b'cz after this u wont hv dis chance to see anymore orx~

even me as her buddy oso nvr saw b4..really exciting!!!

21 May 2009, Thursday

__sunny + rainy__

yest i slp til half way my stupid bro call me

jz to open the gate 4 him!!

fuck!!1.20am d lea...

thn ma nvm lor..i scared he disturb me so i went to open

well...in the morning...

i not yet generate my mood but get scolded by my dad 1st

jz happen in a sudden!!!shit him(my bro)!!!

early in the morning let he spoilt my mood...

aarrrgghhhh~~~feel like wana kill him off...

izit i did anything wrong??sumore scold me 'kepoh'...

malea~ feel like crying!!i'm so 'wu gu' lea..

sobx~><"

[ I love dis pic~V^^]

today clarin having EST exam..haha^^

wish her gd luck la..~

me,sy,remee and sen joo sit behind the class beside the bck door

talking and reading the novels..

but cnkl de 'wires' stil sot lor..kakaz..

suddenly read and also talk til half way...

sy laugh extremely loud!

they r having their exam but she laugh til whole class ppl look at her

wad the hell~~

me and remee duno wana hide our face whr..haha

v r discussing hw to go to Bukit Merah...van or how??haiz..headache

after recess time..we go to Setia class..

continuing reading our novels..

after some time remee and Ms.Prawn come n chat with both of us lu...
after dat,Fiona come to me n sy

she told us dat wat we talk can hear til their class...

but the class jz next to Setia class la of coz...

swt la..==" all is sy's fault la..make me talk with her..

haiz...izit we talk so loudly??huh??i dun think so..hahax

[ L O V E ]

after sch,mei gee fetch me bck home...

b4 that v go to take her dad's b'day cake..

thn ltr on she go to take something frm her mum at carrefour

reach home thn go into my room...

b4 dat i make some complaint to my mum abt my idiot bro!!

haha...feel so mad with him!!absolutely mad!!shit him...
my mum jz get to noe whn i told her...haiz..

i lie on my lovely bed thn only take bath..phew~tired..

after bath sure on9 la..nw writing my blog here...wif eating my lunch

i told my mum dat goin to buy food for the Steamboat Party dis Saturday...

held at my house...haha...hope dat is a vry gd memory...^^

ltr stil hv Physics tui...lolx...

nvm la..can relax a bit after exam hv passed!yeah~

i'm sms-ing...he ask me will I be bck with him if he asks me??

he says dat i say duno dat means no hope..

i need time..so sry~

i hope u don't think too much b4 i say anything,K?

dat's the end for today...if I'm free thn only continue...

tata orx~ muackss....XP

20 May 2009, Wednesday

+ sunny day +

today i'm going to write in proper english..

don't know what's wrong with me...

haiya....swt ler...=="

yesterday he called me again...

just wanna know my answer..

what answer should i give to him??

just be a day of gf? or accept him back?

haiz..how to choose??i hate to choose...

i wana ignore both, but i can't!

aargggghhhhh..........

forget about this first la~

[ some love pics from the net ]

today morning i feel so tired and lazy to wake up

haha...after exam feel so lazy to wake up..

even i sleep earlier than exam

but the next day i stil feel like don't have any motivation to go to school

me,cnkl,sy,clarin,sen joo and remee have no exam already...

except those who taking Account lar

*pity them nia...haha

cnkl today rather sit in the class to do Add Maths than chatting with us in Setia class

fui-yoh~exam already passed...

don't know which of her 'wires' have spoilt or disconnected!!

me,clarin,remee,sy,sen joo, shu-lyn sit in the class chat about holidays stuff

swt la us...SPM haven't pass yet

but we are planning where will we go after this..

Genting...KL...Sunway Lagoon and even Bukit Merah

i'hv suggested that going to Bukit Merah play water during this mid-year school holidays

haha...all of us were extermely excited!!

especially sy and clarin...[dun scold me orx~]

then we chat until our recess time at 10.30am

then we continue our chatting after this...

this time we chat some different things:-

about the naked pictures and some "scary" ghost stories

the ghost stories told by sy was so lame..just want to frightened us only..

Lmao~~haha...jz get a bit shocked only ler...

after that,cnkl asks help from us...

me,clarin and remee went down to help she takes computer from library

then we jz sit in the canteen there chit-chatting

[ Just a simple, I love you. ]

chat about some girls' secret...our top secret!!
haha....until 1pm we only take back the computer to new ed-board room
walao~ it's damn tired la...
especially remee(carrying monitor) and cnkl(carrying cpu)..
because clarin just holding a keyboard and i'm taking the cable...
not i don't want to help them la..
it's hard to carry a thing with two peoples' hands..
sorry la remee...^^ hehe
reach home about 2pm...don't really feel tired...
so i just online after taking bath..
i have mood to change the blogskins today!
and finally i have done it and update a new conversation boxes beside there..
u may give your comments there..thanks a lot!!
Mr.Neoh is calling me to find him..
i'm wonder why he wants to meet me...
anything that he wants to tell me??or just wana know the answer??
haiz...i really don't know what to do la..*sigh~

19 May 2009,Tuesday

19 May 2009

sunny

yest i study til 11.45pm

F**king add maths...

feel so struggling whn studying dat!

my lovely hp was out of credit & yet...expired!

sucks man~

i slp at 12.xx thn until around 2.xx Mr.Neoh call me..

i was freakingly shocked!

wonder why he wil suddenly call me during midnight

i'll start my story here with chinese pin yin as my comp dun hv chinese words...

feel so sorry if u duno hw 2 read...i apologize here...

__wo bu dong gai zen yang gen ni shuo...wo gen ben jiu shuo bu chu wo gen ni fen de ling yi ge yuan yin...yin wei "ta"...xian zai wo cai liao jie yuan lai ta de xin yi zhi dou bu zai wo zhe li de...sui ran jue de nan guo,ju sang...dan shi wo yi jing jue ding fang qi ta le..qi shi, wo ye hen ying gai gen ni shuo sheng dui bu qi de..shi wo bei pan le ni..

__yi qian de ni bu shi xian zai zhe yang ruo de..wo kan dao de ni fang fu bian le ge ren si de..

ni hai ku zhe yao qiu wo men zai yi qi..dan shi, wo zhen de bu xiang zai guo hui yi qian na zhong tong ku le..wo..zhen de pa le..ni neng gou liao jie ma?sui ran kan bu dao,dan shi wo ting de dao...ni zai shuo zhe wo men zhi jian de shi qing shi shi han zhe lei shuo de..

tu ran jue de mo ming de xin tong...wo bu xiang gao su ni..wo zhen de jue de wo hen huai!!

huai dao shang le ni...zi ji ye tao yan zi ji...wo zhen de hen zi si..wei shen me wo yao zhe yang??

_ni shuo ni zhen de hen ai wo de, zhi shi yi qian dou bu shuo chu kou..wei shen me??xian zai zhen de tai chi le..ni ye hou hui le..shuo zhen de,wo yi qian zhen de gan shou bu dao ni ai wo..

wo zong jue de zhi shi wo yi xiang qing yuan..dan fang mian de fu chu ba le..

ni shuo jiu suan zhen de bu neng zai yi qi le,dan zhi shao xi wang neng gou dang wo nan you jiu na me 1 tian...zai zhe yi tian li ni shuo yao bao hu wo,ai wo,qian zhe wo de shou...

qi shi...zai wo de nei xin shen chu ting le zhen de hen gan dong...dan shi...zhe yi qie de yi qie hai shi lai de tai chi le..ru guo ni zao dian gao su wo,huo qu wo men bu hui xiang xian zai zhe yang le..

[ PS : I Love you, Forever And Today ]

__ni wei le wo yao li kai le..wei shen me ni men dou zhe yang??ta ye shi...ni ye shi...

ni shuo ni zhen de hao xiang ma shang jiu li kai le..huo qu shi yin wei ni zai ye bu xing kan dao wo le ba...wo zhen de shang le ni hao shen..hao shen....sorry!!!

ni yao wo yong qian lai jue ding wo men zhi jian de ming yun...gong de hua jiu shi wo men zhu ding bu neng zai yi qi...hua de hua jiu shi wo men hai you ji hui..

xian zai wo cai dong de ni shi na me de ai wo...ting dao ni ku,dan ni que cheng qiang...wo de xin ye suan le qi lai...kan dao ni zhe yang zhen de hao xin tong...hen xiang ba ni jin jin bao zhe...

__reng ran ji de na tian wo qu penang de camp...ta dang wan zhen de hen qi wo ran hou fen shou jiu shuo le chu lai..ta shuo ta hen zi ji wei shen me dang shi jiu bu neng gou ren xia lai..huo qu ta jiu neng gou liu zhu wo...

wo cong camp hui lai hou de dang wan ta jiu miss call wo...wo dang shi yi wei ta shi yao wo de da an ba...suo yi jiu fa le xin xi gao su ta wo men fen shou ba...wo yi wei ta zhen de da ying le..qi shi ta dang shi nan guo si le...xin qing cha ji le..yuan lai wo bu le jie ta dui wo de ai...

qi shi ta shi yao wo da hui gei ta...ta yao gen wo shuo "laopo...dui bu qi..."

ru guo ta dang shi zhen de da gei wo huo qu wo zhen de bu hui hen xi xin gen ta fen de...

ta hai xiang rang wo kai xin de..ta dang shi shi yao gao su wo ta mai le li wu yao song gei wo..

zhe shi ta di yi ci zai me ren he te bie ri zi xia mai li wu gei wo...ting le zhen de hen kai xin..dan shi hai shi tai chi le...tu ran you chong dong xiang gen ta yi qi..

ta bian de qian xu,ke qi...yin wei wo...ta hai shi qiu wo gen ta zai hui yi qi...

wo gai zen me xuan ze??yi ge ta...ling yi ge shi........zen me ban??

__ta hui da gei wo de yuan yin shi ta zuo tian tu ran gen yi ge du Tun Hussein Onn de peng you liao tian..ran hou jiu shuo dao wo zhe li lai le..na ge ren ye ren shi wo de..wo bu dong ta shi shei..er ta ye bu shuo...na jiu suan le..

ta shuo na ge ren gao su ta wo gen jun he de shi qing..jiu shi ta shi wo de ex...

zhen de pa ta ting le hui jue de nan guo...shi wo shang le ta..dan wo ye bei ta shang le bu shao...

jz nw afternoon he came to find me at tui thr..

he looks really different..

sumore with his spec..quite nice..

i duno wat to talk to him...

haiz...=="

jz feel guilty to him only...

y mz i be like dat??

jz nw after dinner he called me...

as my hs dun hv much hp's line..

so i called him bck..jz simply chat..

but nt like today's midnight..

he can jz act nth in front of me..

but actually he feels vry hurt deep inside his heart..

although he nvr says,but i noe..

coz i hv dat kind of feelings b4 too..

I Hate MySelf!!

I'Hv Hurt HIM!!!

Why I'll Be Like That!!

I Really Hope That I Can Be Serious Too!!
SORRY to You So Much!!