y every time i write here also all bad things??
cn i hv a new tings 2 write??such as happy things??
even 2mrw wil be my b'day...i tink i sumore should write the sad things here!
y becum like dis??u try 2 nt 2 talk 2 me? even listen my phone! u oso jz say a few sentence n jz hang up my phone like dat...
did i betray u anything?? NOPE~i didn't!
u let me feel dat u hurt me so much...
jz 2 guys' frends dat my family noe they cum visit me onli thn u already mad me...
u heard their voices thn ask me who r they...
i tel u da truth...u mad me...
u jz end up da phone wif unhappy tone...
wad wrong did i did???????? a lot of ques marks on my head!
although i tink i nvr did da wrong thing..bt i stil say SORRY 2 u many times...
call u,sms u,mms u....anyting i did oso useless...
i feel so down...completely no mood 2 celebrate my b'day d...
u say dat i make u disappointed...no trust in U on Me ANYMORE!
after i read da msg...my tears fell down...
do u ever noe hw sad i feel?? u even call me no need to call u frm nw on...
izit dis means BREAK UP?
i dun wan..i really dun wan dis 2 happen on me!
i cnt live wifout u...i nvr hope dat the day wil cum...
whn i noe u buy present 4 me im so happy...bt jz happy 4 a moment thn at nite v argue again...
i duno hw many times did v argue d...mayb da 8th~~
i also duno hw many times did i cry frm yest til now...mayb 8th or 9th...
i feel dat nw im living WITHOUT my SOUL...
jz like the chinese words..."xing si zou rou"...
dis afternoon u call me go ur hs take my present...
izit dat means u dun wana 2 c me?
u cnt pass me da present by urself?
u mz call ur bro pass it 2 me???
why?!
even u mad me oso enuf d gua~!
i dun wan we stil suffer frm dis small case anymore...
dis will hurt our relationship...do u ever noe dis?!><>
i think i oso no hope hear u 2 say happy birthday 2 me on 12am sharp of 10.2.2009 anymore...
i jz can say happy b'day 2 myself...**sad**><
DISAPPOINTED!!!!!!!
feel like goin 2 hell....or jz go bang da wall...n thn jz die like dat!
