Tired Day...

__________ 26 Feb 2009 ___________


jz like normal...wake up early in da morning...
1st period is pj...manatau dat hasanah [our pj + bio tea] says she hv gave her period 2 chemistry tea d!!!
OMG~
dis time die liao lar...
3 periods 4 her!!! damm BORING lea....
if cn do many exp throughout da 3 periods nvm la..
jz do 2 exp nia...thn mz listen her "kap siao" infront thr...
dis iz da 1st bad news i get early in da morning...
nt yet start sch oledi feel TIRED + EXHAUSTED...
da 2nd news i get is......
our group 2day mz sit in da 1st row 1st table in da lab...
helll!! y so bad luck de~
iiiiisssssshhhhhhhhh.............><
jz cn accept da truth lar...wad cn i do?!
nwadays really pokai d la..no $$ liao...
sobx~ + hp oso no $$....cnt sms anymore...BORED!
after bek frm sch...
take bath thn hAvin my lunch thn went out 2 find him...
lolx...wad a hot sunny day!
but....gd luck wont oways stand beside euw...
whn i wan bck 2 home it started 2 rain...
malea~~ so "soi"....
actuali i dun wan argue wif u de...u purposely wana say wan find another gf infront of me...
cn i dun mad??
if im da 1 hu say like dat n u r da listener...wad would u tink??
sure is ANGRY me lar!! use ur butt 2 tink oso noe liao la..
haiz....
i really feel dat im a LOSER....
im totally LOSE on U...
2day duno wad mood lar...
i do homework wor..haha^^
add maths la...english la...chemistry la...
bla.....bla.....bla....
but thn hor...
im doin homework wif sms lar...kakaz...
after dat went up 2 my room...sms again~~
my mum sure vry beh tong me liao...
bt...dun care lar...
he jz BZ wif his DOTA...[lame~~]
thnn 4gt me liao...im who 2 him actualli??
i owayz ask myself...many times...
haiz........disappointed....

A boriNg sch daY...

<<<< XiaN vs. Winnie__took it when working as part time...took it in da store room...edited by ME~

2day morning really cnt wake up ler...
ishhh...
so sleepy nerhx...cz yest waiting dat MR. NEOH 2 call me bck...
jz like waiting 4 many years niax...
swt...=="
wait til me oso fall aslp liao la...
he really GAI ler...oways go out ply til midnite de...
especially go 2 GA~~
BEH TAHAN !
haha^^
jz nw he told me dat he kena lotery...erm...520 lu...
[so ngam de...520= " wo ai ni"]
he wana go n open line liao...wuwuwuuuu~~
y lar...ltr call to0 much onli noe...
bt nt me pay oso....dun "chap siao" him ler...
non of my business...
i dun dare 2 oways sms him or wad ltr he say me "fan"...
haiz...he onli wil sms his gs thn me ler...
i ask him y...he says DUNO...
faint~@@"
dat day he n his frends sitting outside GA thr chatting...
talk talk n talk...thn talk til the gf part...
his frends ask him 2 treat me better...kakaz...
[cz i treat him nt bad to0 mer...]
so miss him ler...hehe^^
bt i hv no time 2 go out la...lolx...n cnt go out to0...
sobx~>< HELL!!
im goin to DIE soon...
oways keep asking me wheter i will call my bf DARLING on futurer or nt...
nt jz ONCE....is EVERYDAY....
so "pek cek" d ler...
next time...i wil b more clever a bit...
keep my hp another places...delete all da sent box!
hng~~ let U c kosong de sent box...wakakaka~~^^
2mrw goin 2 b sketsa competition liao...
im so excited 2 c soo yee's acting la..
so funny + cute + sot sot de...
[ cute means = looks ugly bt ADORABLE... ]
hahaz...jz jk la anyway...hope she wont mad me whn she saw im writing her...
after bck frm sch...
jz eating n on9 watch miss no good...
thn go to take a nap...
erm....whn i were nicely slp halfway...
my dad...kakacaucau 4 wad la.. haiz....=="
force me go ask 4 the car liscence wan tings at clp thr...
jz go thr 4 10 min nia thn cum bck d...
cnt slp liao la..
haiyok~~~
2day gt a ppl cum n noe me...
he is jing zhu's frend...
erm....bt i nvr saw him b4 lor...
he taut dat im vry GUAI de gals...
hahax...^^ dats a wrong opinion!! im GUAI LAN...
anyway....jz be a frend....nvm gua~~
more a frend is always better thn less a frend mah...rite??!
jz nw ch told me dat every1 of his frend almost noe his head was injured last time... haiz...worry...
izit dat last time his head injured nt bcz of me?
or mayb cz of me thn he jz dun wan i felt sory 2 him?duno larhx~!
duno hw is da condition nw... he nt yet reply my msg ler..
yest he asked me...
the ques is---
if til the end of 2day...i will leave dis world..wad would u tell me?
i said dat vry sry...last time i din treat u vry gd as my bf...
he replied me dat he oledi satisfy wif last time whn v r stil 2gether...
thn i ask him bck da same ques...
he said sat he will hug me tightly n say sorry to me...
thn i duno wat sry dat he means...i asked him...
he said dat sry cz last time he leave me...
he feel sry... he wana be bck wif me...
bt i tink...v break up so many times...isit dis wont be happened again?
bt nw i gt bf d...i cnt jz leave him...
if i really leave him cz of u...
i duno wat will be happened on u...
duno lAa..............
so confused..............................
goin 2 c my sch's blog d...
mucksss n nitezz~~

mY VaLantiNe's DaY

_______****me eating lolipop...bt slp oso eating lar...hahax^^_______


_______>>>>>>> yeah~3 of us...kakaz..._______
_______me wif soo yee in da bus...bck to sch...._______
__________after running bck ler....___________
-play like sampat kia....-

in da bus....soo yee go "pek" sardin wif both of them...<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>early in the morning sitting at sch "kap siao"...

14 FEB 2009 [ ~♥♥♥Valantine's Day♥♥♥~ ]

hahax...^^
funny stuff here all over again~
i wake up early in da morning abt 4.50am like dat.... [early lea~~~]
goin to merentas desa lurh...at balik pula thr...
if nt i will be PIGGY at home liao lo...
hehe....><
a place dat is quite peace to0 huh...
vry happy gt such special valantine's day....
although i cnt go out celebrate wif my dear la...
cz i scared my mum will noe if i went out on dat day...haiz...
so mz sacrifice lor..."boh bian" ler...hehe
bt cn b wif him is oledi considerate as BAHAGIA...isit??!
miss dear lotz....^^muacks...
u oso greet me happy valantine's day d la...
hehe^^thx la dear...luv u to0...
cnt celebrate onli mer...
as long as v r 2gether...*sweet* =)

here is da ♥【情人节的越野赛跑】♥ video after merentas desa at thr...
---hope u wil like it vry muchi~!!!^^---




[copy right reserved]@winnie

mY eNgLisH FuNny OraL

>>>gOin 2 my pOpO hs~

actuali im scared 2hv oral la 2day...**giggle**
haiz...yest whn i saw the script i taut vry hard 2 memorised it...
bt...sadly 2 say...dat jz EZ JOB 4 me lurh...
kakaz...^^jk la anyway...
is short n simple sentences la...
go 2 scg sumore many homework la..dis la dat la..
ltr chem report la..add maths la..bla bla bla...
so many...jz like HILL...haha^^
erm...after recess...
ITS ENGLISH PERIOD!! [hey...is period...nt dat kind of RED colour PERIOD...]
walao eh...
y v so "soi" ah...1st group 2 present pur drama...of the pearl...
*sigh...dis time sure DIE!
whn v start our oral...whole class already starting 2 laugh d...
haiz...bt...keveena's group r tn like dat...
i believe dat only our group will let whole class laugh frm the BEGINNING to the ENDING...can't U rite??
haha^^
all is KINO n JUANA la..duno wat did both of them had done la..
oways laugh...especially the 1st sentences they said..."GOOD MORNING~"...
dat cnkl use her vry superb, extremely "SOFT VOICES" to speak out...
OMG~!!! whole class laugh la sure...tea oso...including me n ls...even both of them oso laugh...swt la them...
ltr soo yee take up the coyotito [winnie the "shit"...as pn. phan says...is winnie the pooh lar...cum on...]....she wanted 2 c whether the baby is sleeping well or nt...bt she jz "gong gong" standing nicely thr wifout doin anytings 4 a moment...
well~ whole class laugh again...hahahahaha...im da 1 hu standing beside thr n watch oso beh tahan la...laughing all da way~~
she sumore sing TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR 4 "her" baby...coyotito...
whole class sing together at last...wad a special oral huh?!
after dat...the story cumes to the scorpion liao...
whn they saw the scorpion soo yee will tell out...bt the way she tell out must be serious rite?bt it's different...dat's in FUNNY way...wad da hell...v laugh again...
thn she quickly SUCK out the poisonous blood frm dat coyotito...funny lea...really funny...non-stop laughing...
haha^^
its my turn....me as a DOCTOR...[the doctor actuali is FAT...bt..im NOT...]
im serious la...dat part nt so funny lor...
bt thn stil gt sum funny oso la..hahahahaha...
ls as a servant of doctor...[ as a servant 4 ME ler...kakaz...]
the sory ends wif....the doctor do nt wana cure the insect bites 4 coyotito...
Kino & Juana feel vry sad...n they hug together...means soo yee n cnkl hugging la..
issshhhhh...all ppl laugh again...swt...dis is a lughing movie...NOT an ORAL...
anyway...dats a funny memory 4 me ler...
i'll rmb it all da time...
haiz...bck frm tui...lazy 2 do homework la..
hangging on da net thr...blogging~
hahax...duno Y la..no mOOd...><
diaO" by my dad d...
hehe^^
nitezz~~[nt so faz slp actuali...jz pretending here~]
muackzzz~~

mY b'Day [ with mY GanG ]

>>>>>at home...celebrate wif my family..wuwuwuuu~~~
>>>> me wif da b'day cake...celebrated at sch canteen...peace~V^^
** my gang buy 4 me de cake...^^[ ls, calaine, shawis, clarin, sen joO...] sry if i did nt meantion here...tell me lurh...
** cake dat made by my mum....lokks weired...duno wana laugh or cry~


10 FEB 2009


dat is the day of my b'day...
dat day im waiting 4 sum1's sms lo...bt he late 5 min...sobx~
so nvm lu.....hahax...at leat he gt greet me mer...
_________da day of b'day________
at 12am...ls greet me...bt i wan her 2 sing 4 me at sch...
manatau she says wan pay 4 dat de wor..
haiz...so bad de U~~kakaz...
amanda mummy wan send me b'day msg at sharp of 12 de...
bt she duno dat sending failed...n dat time she fall asleep oledi...
manatau wana b da 1st becum the late liao...[bt nt da last la]
haha^^ thx la "aiya mami"...so funny la dis mami..
n ah nic daddy oso gt wishe me la...
_________at sch__________
goin 2 sch jz like normal...[my dad fetch me thr]
saw many frends...they wishe me to0 la..
erm....hapy lo 4 sure...swt...

mY BIG DAY~ [ b'day ] ^^

** my dear gv me de dog...kakaz^^ izit cute??erm....yeah~

** me n dear gv me eh doggy...^^thx orhx dear~ muacks~XP

haha^^

lastly i gt sumting happy 2 write here...

yest nite i go 2 find him...

he call me 2 call him whn im free...i immediately called him after i reach home...

im so scared whn i wana call him...

im SCARED of he wants 2 break wif me..im nervous...

so...after i've take my dinner..i went to his house...

he bought a vry big present 4 me..

thn i sat bedide him...mayb he stil mad me a bit ler...

i asked him did he stil mad me..he din say anything...bt i noe he stil gt a bit mad me ler...

oways mention dat day de things infront of me...

he told me dat actually dat day vry gd in mood de..

bt jz cz of me he nt in da gd mood d...sumore wana say break wif me liao...

luckily he never...izit cz he LOVE me??

i dun dare 2 ask him...ltr he say wan break thn i mah cham...

swt~~=="

he call me 2 open da present..

haha^^

surprisingly he bought me a dog...it's so cute...^^

[ sure is soft toys lai lar~ah boh real wan mea??! cz he oso scared dogs...huh?cnt belief?ya~dats true...bt cute cute de dogs he wont scared la..if he really bought me a real dog i oso dun wan la..i gt fobia on it...means vry scared la..nt FOBIA actuali...><>

thn he took motor to GA...haiz...

everyday oso go thr de...beh sian mea?

i really duno y lar...play games thr so fun??hahax..

i duno lu...><"

continue frends part 2mrw....^^

A sad + bad day dat i ever had...

y every time i write here also all bad things??
cn i hv a new tings 2 write??such as happy things??
even 2mrw wil be my b'day...i tink i sumore should write the sad things here!
y becum like dis??u try 2 nt 2 talk 2 me? even listen my phone! u oso jz say a few sentence n jz hang up my phone like dat...
did i betray u anything?? NOPE~i didn't!
u let me feel dat u hurt me so much...
jz 2 guys' frends dat my family noe they cum visit me onli thn u already mad me...
u heard their voices thn ask me who r they...
i tel u da truth...u mad me...
u jz end up da phone wif unhappy tone...
wad wrong did i did???????? a lot of ques marks on my head!
although i tink i nvr did da wrong thing..bt i stil say SORRY 2 u many times...
call u,sms u,mms u....anyting i did oso useless...
i feel so down...completely no mood 2 celebrate my b'day d...
u say dat i make u disappointed...no trust in U on Me ANYMORE!
after i read da msg...my tears fell down...
do u ever noe hw sad i feel?? u even call me no need to call u frm nw on...
izit dis means BREAK UP?
i dun wan..i really dun wan dis 2 happen on me!
i cnt live wifout u...i nvr hope dat the day wil cum...
whn i noe u buy present 4 me im so happy...bt jz happy 4 a moment thn at nite v argue again...
i duno hw many times did v argue d...mayb da 8th~~
i also duno hw many times did i cry frm yest til now...mayb 8th or 9th...
i feel dat nw im living WITHOUT my SOUL...
jz like the chinese words..."xing si zou rou"...
dis afternoon u call me go ur hs take my present...
izit dat means u dun wana 2 c me?
u cnt pass me da present by urself?
u mz call ur bro pass it 2 me???
why?!
even u mad me oso enuf d gua~!
i dun wan we stil suffer frm dis small case anymore...
dis will hurt our relationship...do u ever noe dis?!><>
i think i oso no hope hear u 2 say happy birthday 2 me on 12am sharp of 10.2.2009 anymore...
i jz can say happy b'day 2 myself...**sad**><
DISAPPOINTED!!!!!!!
feel like goin 2 hell....or jz go bang da wall...n thn jz die like dat!

U tell me....

haiz...
y u mz tell me all dis kind of stuff??
believe or nt believe him???
bt i really luv him...hw??
i dun care wad he is...even he is lao da of pai kia...
i noe u dun wana me 2 get hurt cz of him...
u wan me b wif u bt sry...i can't...
n i wont break wif him too...
i hate u oways ask me can we be together in future...
my ans is dun0....bt u stil wan me to tell u...
hw i gonna 2 tel u those future things??
i dun wan 2 hurt u so...cz reality is vry hurt...
nt i purposely wan to hide dat frm euw...
u wan me nt 2 trust him more...bt he is da guy who beside me...can I??
if a love without trust...thn...the love is no longer thr anymore....
u wan me 2 listen n rmb wad u say...
i noe myself n him vry well...
u dun wan me 2 be played by him...
i cn und dat u r jz care 4 me...
u choose 2 gv up me...ya...u make a rite decision...
im nt a bry gd gf 4 u...even last time to0...
sry 4 hurt u so much...i jz dun wan hurt u more n more so i choose 2 break up wif u...
hope u cn und...n dun like such girl like me anymore....im no one...
maybe gv up is da best way 4 u...
u wan me 2 beware frm my parents knowing...
dis i noe since da day i hv bf til now...
u also say dat my parents 101% wont agree me n him together cz u all tink he is nt a gd guy as he is lao da....
**sigh~~~~
duno wat 2 do....
i gt one kind of feelings....
u wan me 2 tell u if me n him break???
izit u really hope dat??
SURE...cz u wan me 2 be wif u....
but i really dun hv dat kind of feelings on u d...
y dun u jz gv up completely...y u mz make u ownself suffer frm dat??
i really dun und!!!isshhhhh.........
he is vry important 2 me...i remind U...i won't break wif him...
although u can't read dis...bt i tell u sincerely in my heart!
im "pek cek" d!!!!