since yest i din post any blog...
so, im here goin to touch a bit abt yest that i did & happened..
once i bck frm sch, i really feel that thr is no point with Eric anymore
actually i'hv made this decision b4...jz nvr told him that time..
thn i jz send a msg 4 him..i wonder why he nvr replies me..
when today morning i wake up, i saw his msg..
he said dat he's bz dis few days so nvr reply my msg
i ask him we be friend bck is better,jz ask him to say ok nia..
thn he jz says ok, of coz we can be friend bck..
duno y...i feel a bit of sadness...he nvr do any of his promises yet
im damn disappointed...haiz..
bt nvm la..be friends is better & last longer..
at sch was freakingly bz...haiz..b4 go to Physics lab,cnkl called me..
Pn. Phan & Pn. Lim Siew Sim need both of us help.
so i went 2 lab b4 goin to staff room to help tea..
after a period of time,it's our recess time..we r late for 10 min to recess
haha...after that i go n help amanda, sasa & wei ling take pics for moral folio
nw mention abt moral folio...damn it! need to pass up after holidays..
thn i went bck to staff room to help tea...we do our typing works till finished sch
dat is - 1.50pm..today i realised dat some teachers are so funny
Pn. Phan duno hw to speak Hokkien actually..haha...
she's so funny whn talking with her special slang...
i saw Pn. Hasanah in the office...she is taking $$ frm Pn. Hashimah..
with her both hands..thn im staring at her...she somemore laugh..
thn later on we go bck home by taking public bus..i really hate that Kooi Yong...everytimes also lie my feelings...
actually the bus is not 703 but she'll trick me..iiisssshh...
why i'm so trusting her?? swt..==" she lies me..sobx~
reach home but no one is in the house cz my sis gt badminton at sch
haha...so happy...but im nt goin out with son..due to my laziness & tiredness
sry la~ 2mrw i manage to go to cc on9 and fs!!! i swear!!!!i mz go!!!
im fed up with my hs's stupid computer adi!even dl a new msn plus oso cnt use..
F**K....really hate that!!im releasing my anger & desperation here!
jz nw when doin my things...i flashed bck something..duno y suddenly think bck an incident whn with him..
i remembered whn last time i go n tell Yi Xian dat Zhao Wen jz ply her
thn dat Zhao Wen go n find him...tell him everything..
and he comes and scold me..izit dat's my wrong to save my bestie frm being lie??
i remembered dat time he almost wants to break up with me already...
dat time i were damn bad mood..even argue with him fiercely..
at last he also protect me..he settle up the things for me..
i felt so touched..he scold me nt being kpc next time...lolx..
but now he's no longer my friend anymore..
i stil rmb i betray him..so sorry...i dun wan make my life suffer anymore..
so i leaved him...even he begged me bck, i hv no feel on him anymore..
i wonder why last time whn he mads me, i wil tell him that i cnt live without him
haha...funny right??maybe dat time i really cnt lose him...
dat's all for today's blog..
good night~~
