Sunny +
Rainy
From yesterday night until now, my mood is equal to sad.
I can't make myself not to scare you that yesterday night.
When you're mad at me, you were just totally a different people from the normal way you are.
The feel was so scary.. I'm afraid of you. I can't face you. I cried.
Lastly, all settled down. Another problem started again...
I regret. I shouldn't have told you this and discuss about this kind of stuff.
At last I told you my last secret.
And yet, the response I got from you was what I've predict as well.
A cold war begins. You started to keep quiet.
I don't know what to explain more.
I'm so desperate. I want you to hug at me and tell me that you love me stil.
I know that's impossible so you phone me and tell me.
I feel a little bit relax.
Then I went to sleep around 2.15am.
Can't even sleep well. I just can't take you put of my mind.
I know I've hurt you much.
At 8am, you sms me. I taught you really sleep after we hang up the phone.
But, you told me that you never sleep.
Sorry, it's my fault. Sincerely sorry.
We back to normal way we chat after that.
Until the afternoon, you said that you feel so moody.
Fine, I asked you 3 times but you never answer my question.
You stil can't accept my past. Why?
When you really love someone, you should can accept what he or she did last time.
But wht don't you??? I'm so down. Almost broke down.
My heart already break into many tiny pieces. I'm so suffer and tired.
I'm sick of it! I couldn't face you.
I almost give up all. Including you.
I don't know what to do. I don't know from where I got so many tears.
Once I think back the time we spent together happily, tears drop down non-stop.
My heart is so pain. I hate that feelings.
I'm so disappointed. I taught we can go through any obstacle together.
I'm stupid! I'm wrong.
I will try my best to make you feel better and happy.
I can make it. Believe in me and yourself.
Please don't make me feel to leave you anymore.
Please don't~
Because I do really love you much.
Sunny + Rainy
