Thursday, December 30, 2010

I hate making decision...

29th December 2010

Today I'm having off day and I went to Aimst University with mum, sis and hubbie.
Hubbie fetch us there and it's quite far.
Almost 1 hour to reach there. I can't imagine life over there if I'll be studying there.
I will miss him like... Hell!! :(
My result wasn't good enough to enter Bachelor of Pharmacy but I feel that Biotech is not that bad also.
Both I also feel okay...but..you know that's hard to make a correct decision.
I'm afraid that I will choose the wrong one...
I think I need to seek help from my lecturer and friends.
Grrr~ I really don't know what to study ler.
What and which is the best for me??
I'm totally confused. I don't wanna get insomnia because of this thingy.
I don't wanna make wrong decision as it will affect my future.
To face a job for like 20 to 40 years is a kind of....suffer.
Some how...people would say like DREAM BIG! But...I don't know where is my dream anymore.
Stop dreaming la...
是你的就是你的。不是你的就永远也不会是你的。
It's end of year already...
Time flies so fast and what is my objective for next year? Hmm...
I have no any idea yet. Die liao la..==


P/S: SOO YEE & CLARIN: I need both of you...><
I wanna go and seek help from the so-called-study link center.
Text me if you read this. :)