27 May 2009, Wednesday

- sunny day -

since yest i din post any blog...

so, im here goin to touch a bit abt yest that i did & happened..

once i bck frm sch, i really feel that thr is no point with Eric anymore

actually i'hv made this decision b4...jz nvr told him that time..

thn i jz send a msg 4 him..i wonder why he nvr replies me..

when today morning i wake up, i saw his msg..

he said dat he's bz dis few days so nvr reply my msg

i ask him we be friend bck is better,jz ask him to say ok nia..

thn he jz says ok, of coz we can be friend bck..

duno y...i feel a bit of sadness...he nvr do any of his promises yet

im damn disappointed...haiz..

bt nvm la..be friends is better & last longer..

at sch was freakingly bz...haiz..

b4 go to Physics lab,cnkl called me..

Pn. Phan & Pn. Lim Siew Sim need both of us help.

so i went 2 lab b4 goin to staff room to help tea..

after a period of time,it's our recess time..we r late for 10 min to recess

haha...after that i go n help amanda, sasa & wei ling take pics for moral folio

nw mention abt moral folio...damn it! need to pass up after holidays..

thn i went bck to staff room to help tea...we do our typing works till finished sch

dat is - 1.50pm..today i realised dat some teachers are so funny

Pn. Phan duno hw to speak Hokkien actually..haha...

she's so funny whn talking with her special slang...

i saw Pn. Hasanah in the office...she is taking $$ frm Pn. Hashimah..

with her both hands..thn im staring at her...she somemore laugh..

thn later on we go bck home by taking public bus..

i really hate that Kooi Yong...everytimes also lie my feelings...

actually the bus is not 703 but she'll trick me..iiisssshh...

why i'm so trusting her?? swt..==" she lies me..sobx~

reach home but no one is in the house cz my sis gt badminton at sch

haha...so happy...but im nt goin out with son..due to my laziness & tiredness

sry la~ 2mrw i manage to go to cc on9 and fs!!! i swear!!!!i mz go!!!

im fed up with my hs's stupid computer adi!even dl a new msn plus oso cnt use..

F**K....really hate that!!im releasing my anger & desperation here!

jz nw when doin my things...i flashed bck something..

duno y suddenly think bck an incident whn with him..

i remembered whn last time i go n tell Yi Xian dat Zhao Wen jz ply her

thn dat Zhao Wen go n find him...tell him everything..

and he comes and scold me..izit dat's my wrong to save my bestie frm being lie??

i remembered dat time he almost wants to break up with me already...

dat time i were damn bad mood..even argue with him fiercely..

at last he also protect me..he settle up the things for me..

i felt so touched..he scold me nt being kpc next time...lolx..

but now he's no longer my friend anymore..

i stil rmb i betray him..so sorry...i dun wan make my life suffer anymore..

so i leaved him...even he begged me bck, i hv no feel on him anymore..

i wonder why last time whn he mads me, i wil tell him that i cnt live without him

haha...funny right??maybe dat time i really cnt lose him...

dat's all for today's blog..

good night~~