Wednesday, May 27, 2009

27 May 2009, Wednesday

- sunny day -
since yest i din post any blog...
so, im here goin to touch a bit abt yest that i did & happened..
once i bck frm sch, i really feel that thr is no point with Eric anymore
actually i'hv made this decision b4...jz nvr told him that time..
thn i jz send a msg 4 him..i wonder why he nvr replies me..
when today morning i wake up, i saw his msg..
he said dat he's bz dis few days so nvr reply my msg
i ask him we be friend bck is better,jz ask him to say ok nia..
thn he jz says ok, of coz we can be friend bck..
duno y...i feel a bit of sadness...he nvr do any of his promises yet
im damn disappointed...haiz..
bt nvm la..be friends is better & last longer..
at sch was freakingly bz...haiz..
b4 go to Physics lab,cnkl called me..
Pn. Phan & Pn. Lim Siew Sim need both of us help.
so i went 2 lab b4 goin to staff room to help tea..
after a period of time,it's our recess time..we r late for 10 min to recess
haha...after that i go n help amanda, sasa & wei ling take pics for moral folio
nw mention abt moral folio...damn it! need to pass up after holidays..
thn i went bck to staff room to help tea...we do our typing works till finished sch
dat is - 1.50pm..today i realised dat some teachers are so funny
Pn. Phan duno hw to speak Hokkien actually..haha...
she's so funny whn talking with her special slang...
i saw Pn. Hasanah in the office...she is taking $$ frm Pn. Hashimah..
with her both hands..thn im staring at her...she somemore laugh..
thn later on we go bck home by taking public bus..
i really hate that Kooi Yong...everytimes also lie my feelings...
actually the bus is not 703 but she'll trick me..iiisssshh...
why i'm so trusting her?? swt..==" she lies me..sobx~
reach home but no one is in the house cz my sis gt badminton at sch
haha...so happy...but im nt goin out with son..due to my laziness & tiredness
sry la~ 2mrw i manage to go to cc on9 and fs!!! i swear!!!!i mz go!!!
im fed up with my hs's stupid computer adi!even dl a new msn plus oso cnt use..
F**K....really hate that!!im releasing my anger & desperation here!
jz nw when doin my things...i flashed bck something..
duno y suddenly think bck an incident whn with him..
i remembered whn last time i go n tell Yi Xian dat Zhao Wen jz ply her
thn dat Zhao Wen go n find him...tell him everything..
and he comes and scold me..izit dat's my wrong to save my bestie frm being lie??
i remembered dat time he almost wants to break up with me already...
dat time i were damn bad mood..even argue with him fiercely..
at last he also protect me..he settle up the things for me..
i felt so touched..he scold me nt being kpc next time...lolx..
but now he's no longer my friend anymore..
i stil rmb i betray him..so sorry...i dun wan make my life suffer anymore..
so i leaved him...even he begged me bck, i hv no feel on him anymore..
i wonder why last time whn he mads me, i wil tell him that i cnt live without him
haha...funny right??maybe dat time i really cnt lose him...
dat's all for today's blog..
good night~~

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