19 May 2009,Tuesday

19 May 2009

sunny

yest i study til 11.45pm

F**king add maths...

feel so struggling whn studying dat!

my lovely hp was out of credit & yet...expired!

sucks man~

i slp at 12.xx thn until around 2.xx Mr.Neoh call me..

i was freakingly shocked!

wonder why he wil suddenly call me during midnight

i'll start my story here with chinese pin yin as my comp dun hv chinese words...

feel so sorry if u duno hw 2 read...i apologize here...

__wo bu dong gai zen yang gen ni shuo...wo gen ben jiu shuo bu chu wo gen ni fen de ling yi ge yuan yin...yin wei "ta"...xian zai wo cai liao jie yuan lai ta de xin yi zhi dou bu zai wo zhe li de...sui ran jue de nan guo,ju sang...dan shi wo yi jing jue ding fang qi ta le..qi shi, wo ye hen ying gai gen ni shuo sheng dui bu qi de..shi wo bei pan le ni..

__yi qian de ni bu shi xian zai zhe yang ruo de..wo kan dao de ni fang fu bian le ge ren si de..

ni hai ku zhe yao qiu wo men zai yi qi..dan shi, wo zhen de bu xiang zai guo hui yi qian na zhong tong ku le..wo..zhen de pa le..ni neng gou liao jie ma?sui ran kan bu dao,dan shi wo ting de dao...ni zai shuo zhe wo men zhi jian de shi qing shi shi han zhe lei shuo de..

tu ran jue de mo ming de xin tong...wo bu xiang gao su ni..wo zhen de jue de wo hen huai!!

huai dao shang le ni...zi ji ye tao yan zi ji...wo zhen de hen zi si..wei shen me wo yao zhe yang??

_ni shuo ni zhen de hen ai wo de, zhi shi yi qian dou bu shuo chu kou..wei shen me??xian zai zhen de tai chi le..ni ye hou hui le..shuo zhen de,wo yi qian zhen de gan shou bu dao ni ai wo..

wo zong jue de zhi shi wo yi xiang qing yuan..dan fang mian de fu chu ba le..

ni shuo jiu suan zhen de bu neng zai yi qi le,dan zhi shao xi wang neng gou dang wo nan you jiu na me 1 tian...zai zhe yi tian li ni shuo yao bao hu wo,ai wo,qian zhe wo de shou...

qi shi...zai wo de nei xin shen chu ting le zhen de hen gan dong...dan shi...zhe yi qie de yi qie hai shi lai de tai chi le..ru guo ni zao dian gao su wo,huo qu wo men bu hui xiang xian zai zhe yang le..

[ PS : I Love you, Forever And Today ]

__ni wei le wo yao li kai le..wei shen me ni men dou zhe yang??ta ye shi...ni ye shi...

ni shuo ni zhen de hao xiang ma shang jiu li kai le..huo qu shi yin wei ni zai ye bu xing kan dao wo le ba...wo zhen de shang le ni hao shen..hao shen....sorry!!!

ni yao wo yong qian lai jue ding wo men zhi jian de ming yun...gong de hua jiu shi wo men zhu ding bu neng zai yi qi...hua de hua jiu shi wo men hai you ji hui..

xian zai wo cai dong de ni shi na me de ai wo...ting dao ni ku,dan ni que cheng qiang...wo de xin ye suan le qi lai...kan dao ni zhe yang zhen de hao xin tong...hen xiang ba ni jin jin bao zhe...

__reng ran ji de na tian wo qu penang de camp...ta dang wan zhen de hen qi wo ran hou fen shou jiu shuo le chu lai..ta shuo ta hen zi ji wei shen me dang shi jiu bu neng gou ren xia lai..huo qu ta jiu neng gou liu zhu wo...

wo cong camp hui lai hou de dang wan ta jiu miss call wo...wo dang shi yi wei ta shi yao wo de da an ba...suo yi jiu fa le xin xi gao su ta wo men fen shou ba...wo yi wei ta zhen de da ying le..qi shi ta dang shi nan guo si le...xin qing cha ji le..yuan lai wo bu le jie ta dui wo de ai...

qi shi ta shi yao wo da hui gei ta...ta yao gen wo shuo "laopo...dui bu qi..."

ru guo ta dang shi zhen de da gei wo huo qu wo zhen de bu hui hen xi xin gen ta fen de...

ta hai xiang rang wo kai xin de..ta dang shi shi yao gao su wo ta mai le li wu yao song gei wo..

zhe shi ta di yi ci zai me ren he te bie ri zi xia mai li wu gei wo...ting le zhen de hen kai xin..dan shi hai shi tai chi le...tu ran you chong dong xiang gen ta yi qi..

ta bian de qian xu,ke qi...yin wei wo...ta hai shi qiu wo gen ta zai hui yi qi...

wo gai zen me xuan ze??yi ge ta...ling yi ge shi........zen me ban??

__ta hui da gei wo de yuan yin shi ta zuo tian tu ran gen yi ge du Tun Hussein Onn de peng you liao tian..ran hou jiu shuo dao wo zhe li lai le..na ge ren ye ren shi wo de..wo bu dong ta shi shei..er ta ye bu shuo...na jiu suan le..

ta shuo na ge ren gao su ta wo gen jun he de shi qing..jiu shi ta shi wo de ex...

zhen de pa ta ting le hui jue de nan guo...shi wo shang le ta..dan wo ye bei ta shang le bu shao...

jz nw afternoon he came to find me at tui thr..

he looks really different..

sumore with his spec..quite nice..

i duno wat to talk to him...

haiz...=="

jz feel guilty to him only...

y mz i be like dat??

jz nw after dinner he called me...

as my hs dun hv much hp's line..

so i called him bck..jz simply chat..

but nt like today's midnight..

he can jz act nth in front of me..

but actually he feels vry hurt deep inside his heart..

although he nvr says,but i noe..

coz i hv dat kind of feelings b4 too..

I Hate MySelf!!

I'Hv Hurt HIM!!!

Why I'll Be Like That!!

I Really Hope That I Can Be Serious Too!!
SORRY to You So Much!!