I'm sick

I'm sick..

I'm sick of being love.

I'm sick of being with you.

I'm sick of everything related to you.

Can I just run away?

I'm tired. Fucking tired.

You've screwed up me and my life.

Just leave me alone.

You wanna break..I got nothing to say.

I'm speechless. FML.

I'm fed up!!!

Now I'm totally bad mood.
Can I say no mood or moody?
Well...because everything mess up and screw up in the shop!
Damn it!
All because of the boss and the stupid fucking female indonesian.
She taught she's very clever is it?
She wanna knows everything and act like a "boss".
She follows whatsoever the lady boss did.
You're just a cctv of hers and please do not simply add oil or salt between convo of the lady boss with us la.
You just gonna make us hate you more and you don't help anything at ALL.
I really can't withstand you anymore. I wanna ask you a question.
Did I do something that screwed up you?
Did I ever step on your tail??
I 100% sure that the answer is NO and NEVER!
Why do you wanna say that the people who called you just now was me?
You can spell out my full name correctly to lady boss.
Well! Congrats! But the people who called and asked you is Stella, not me.
She also mention her name when she called you.
Whataya want from me?

This ain't the first...
Everything starts from the PS3 case that happens 2 weeks ago.
Because of a PS3, almost everyone of us get scolded.
What the fucking lady boss is thinking?
Are her out of mind or crazy? Maybe insane?
She can tell anything she likes and whatever.
If the same thing happen again, she will twist her words. Bravo!!
I really got nothing to say about her attitude. You know yourself better!
You're just rich but nothing! Not educated, no manner, no brain and no nothing!
She some more said that Uncle stays at her house and she gonna kick him out of her house no matter he's her cousin or so what relationship between them.
But the point is...although Uncle is poor and unmarried, but he works for her 4 years and get no any benefit. Even though Sunday he also has to work if receives one call from her.
She has no brain, can't think for her workers.
People works so hardly for her but see how she rebates?
I'm really pity for Sean because of Bid he get scolded by her just now.
We really have to thanks him. :)

Boss is also the same. He just listen to what her wife said.
Because her wife make her rich.
They are having the same thoughts.
I wonder why he would married with that bitch ler.
Got nothing to say about him.
Just a useless boss.
Haiz..==

Hope that everything gonna be okay tomorrow.
Many big news coming soon!
I don't know what lady boss gonna say...

Have you ever by Westlife

Have you ever? by Brandy

I coincidently found this song.

It's so nice and touch. :)

So, I would like to share with all of you.

Write me some comment after you listen to this song.

Here you go with the lyrics. Enjoy! ^^

Have you ever?

Westlife / Brandy

(Chorus:)
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right?
Have you ever?

Have you ever?

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand?
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away?
You'd give anything
To make them feel the same?
Have you ever searched for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start?

(Repeat chorus)

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life?
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes?
Have you fin'ly found the one

You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait
For that day when they will care?

(Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:)
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby?
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me?
Gotta get you in my world
'Cause, baby, I can't sleep

(Repeat chorus twice)

Have you ever?

My Ever Best Buddy's Birthday

3rd January 2011

给我最特别的好朋友，抒宜：

这篇是我特别为你而写的。呵呵… ^^
感动吗？:)
我们之间有着不懂如何解释的默契。
虽然我们认识得不久…说长不长，说短不短。
我们之间没有吵架，从中一到现在，我们认识已经踏入第七年了。
以往的打闹只能回忆了，因为她在好远的Sarawak读书。
如果她在这里就好了。
还记得中一的时候，她是留着长头发的。
如果你问我她当时像不像女人…我只能说她的确是的。
如果你现在问我的话，我还要想想了。
因为她在虽然有着女人的身材，但她还是大剌剌的。
她在我们好朋友里面是最大的。
她的华语书写是比我好很多啦！我也不会用很花俏的形容词。
在班上我是最喜欢坐跟她的因为我们无所不谈。什么东西都可以讲一堆。
包括家庭，朋友，感情，回忆…
就这样…我们的感情越来越好。还坐在一起3年了。
我们还是每年都同班呢！最后还跟我另一个好朋友，凯菱越来越好。
中一的时候我，她，凯菱和丽心都一直在一起的。
一直到中四的时候，我们的成员添加了伟婷，欣如和添玲。
好了！现在我想说些有关我对抒宜的了解。

她，我第一眼见到她以为她是文静的人。
而且刚开始的时候她整天腻跟瑞妮。
久而久之…我们越走越近。成为了很好的朋友。
她有个很大的缺点！就是很喜欢睡觉。
上课总是迟到的。尤其是中三到中五那段时期。
例如说我们7.30上课，她就选择在7.25这样到学校。
因为她家离学校不远，她就赖床赖到7点这样才甘愿起床。
还有一个缺点就是懒惰。
考试的时候总是要我“吹“她读书的。
一直要我跟伟婷信息她提醒她温习功课。
不然…考试成绩就难看了。
说到考试，我们的成绩不相上下。
还记得SPM的时候，我们大家约好了在公共图书馆温习。
那时侯我觉得我们说话胜过读书。哈哈…想起来还真的蛮好笑的。
还记得那次凯菱驾丽心的摩托结果撞了别人的车子呢！
中五的时候我，她和丽心都驾摩托上学的。
我们时常在课后相约到学校附近海边吃乐乐。不然就到丽心家附近吃。
当时的生活好简单。读书压力也没有因为学费而更压力。
她还很搞怪，有时候还会跟我撒娇叻！哈哈…
当她有要求的时候就会展现她的撒娇功夫了。
有时候还无聊到叫我帮她折衣服的袖子。==
真的受不了她！坐在她旁边就是有这种工作。
甚至有时候还要忍受她在旁边发疯！几难顶一下！
她会在我旁边乱叫……
大概在中二和三的时候，她真的很kiam siap!
如果她信息给我两封，我就必须回她两封信息。
不然他会记帐。当作我欠她信息。
我还是第一次遇到像她这样的人。你肯定没见过吧？
这样也算了。她还有点色色的。
*P/s:她说她没看过A片哦！！
她喜欢摸我大腿。这种心态我也搞不懂啦！
去年的二月她要到Sarawak去读书了。
真的很舍不得她的。我竟然流泪了。
就那么一次我为她流泪。
以往的生日我们都有帮她庆祝的。
今年没有。都是因为她！
是她要跟别人去打球也不要我们帮她庆祝。
惊喜给不成，但是我会补回给你啦！恩？
我们的故事太多了…一时间说不完了。呵呵
最后，还是祝你…

生日快乐！
Happy Birthday!

你比我快一点踏入19岁了。
希望你永远快乐，健康！
所有梦想都能实现！
我好爱你！哈哈…
友谊永固哦！ :)

P/s:你记得上面那张左拥右抱的照片在哪拍的吗？
我们还离谱到在礼堂里玩追追。==

December! Yooo~

4th December 2010
Sunny + Rainy Day

I really feel sad because I don't know how to make up.
Haiz...I went to Prom Night with hubbie.
Weee~ It's at Gurney Hotel.
Yi Jing and Jolin also went to make up and set up their hair.
Just me...I'm totally PLAIN. ==''
We reached there at about 8pm due to the no reason jam on the Penang road.
The party not very interesting actually.
But the food wasn't that nice.
So...it wasted my money. Haiz...
My money fly away~~
There's also some shows for us to enjoy like magic show, belly dance, singing rap song - love the way you lie...bla...
I'm not that remember already.
We left early from there and plan to head to cinema for a movie but it was late after the movie.
I will worry hubbie if he went back to late.
Then home-sweet-home.
Argue with hubbie after the pron night.
My parents saw I cry. So...damn.
No gonna explain more about the argument.


10 & 11th December 2010
Sunny + Rainy Day

Wake up in the morning....waiting for my hubbie to fetch me.
Of course, not going back his home yet.
He had to work on that day.
We finished work at 8pm then back to hubbie's home that located far far away.
His house was full of his cousin, relatives and his parent's friends.
Woots~ I'm a bit blur because there's so many relatives and I can't even remember who is who and so on. ==
That night was our chinese's "lao tia meh". I also don't know how to translate it in English ler. hehe
Oops~
I'd mistakenly arranged the photos. SORRY!
* Btw, I will arrange it in number form.

3. Photo with his both brothers and cousin before went to the bride's house.
p/s: I wake up very early in the morning lorh..I look fugly and fat huh?!

2. The bridal's car.

1. Praying "ti kong" at 12am.

20th December 2010
Sunny Day

I'm forced to work. Haiz...
I'm broke and no choice...I have to work ler.
Today is the first day working at Sony Centre.
Sean and Bid are still here. :)
No worries...They're still as friendly as before.
Nothing much about the first day working at there.
No boss in the shop wad...haha...so...FREE~
My uniform is short ler...I don't want it looks fit. ==


22th December 2010
Sunny Day

Today actually is my off day.
Because I'm still new in the shop so I can only off start from next Wednesday.
How sad?? I can't go and hang around with hubbie.
He came my shop to find me.
Then we went to have our lunch together at Kim Tavern.
After work, he came and fetch me then headed to Raja Uda for seafood porridge.
But the stall didn't open due to "tong zhi" festival.
Oh ya! Hubbie also brought me "tang yuan".
Yumm.. Miss my tang yuan so much.
We ate our supper till very late.
Hubbie reach home already 1 am.
I'm still awake that time. haha..
Gonna be panda tomorrow.


25th December 2010
Sunny Day

Jingle bell...jingle bell...jingle all the way~
Yeah..It's christmas!! :)
I didn't go and countdown or celebrate whatever...s**t
Hubbie didn't accompany also. :(
As usual, I have to work form 9 something to 10.
After work, hubbie comes and fetch me to my uncle's house warming party.
When we reached there already no much food left.
So, we just simply eat.
Hubbie went there with me because of his new wife - HTC Desire HD
I want it too! So sad that he don't have enough $$.
Or else...he will bought me one too! ^^
Nevermind..after Chinese New Year he will bought me. Hehe


28th December 2010
Sunny + Rainy Day

Yahoo!! Tomorrow is my off day.
I'm gonna go back 7pm today. ^^
Firstly, I lie to my mum that I will back at 10pm.
Secondly, I lie to my hubbie that I won't go and find him because I'm exhausted.
I'm sick that day but I still insist to go and find him for like 2 and half hours.
Hubbie bought me cool night fever to stick on my forehead.
Hoping the next day to see him very early.
If once I wake up I can see him..how good??


29th December 2010
Sunny + Rainy Day

My mum keep asking me to go to find degree course for further study.
Then we decided to go to AIMST University.
Waited for hubbie for a morning.
He's busying for his family thingy.
Didn't shop that day...just went for "bak kut teh" for dinner and then movie time.
The movie name is...something related to Zhombie...haha
Not a very nice movie thou..should watch Tron legacy ler.
13th January we'll go and watch 天天好天. Hehe ^^
Home-sweet-home after the movie.


31st December 2010
Sunny Day

I went to Secret Recipe to order Black Forest Cheese for hubbie's dad.
1st January 2011 is hubbie's dad's birthday.
He told me to overnight at his house tonight but tomorrow I have to work.
I'm afraid that I'll make him disappointed and sad.
I hope my mum will say YES for that.
No New Year countdown with hubbie tonight.
I just wanna stay beside him.
I love you.

I hate making decision...

29th December 2010

Today I'm having off day and I went to Aimst University with mum, sis and hubbie.
Hubbie fetch us there and it's quite far.
Almost 1 hour to reach there. I can't imagine life over there if I'll be studying there.
I will miss him like... Hell!! :(
My result wasn't good enough to enter Bachelor of Pharmacy but I feel that Biotech is not that bad also.
Both I also feel okay...but..you know that's hard to make a correct decision.
I'm afraid that I will choose the wrong one...
I think I need to seek help from my lecturer and friends.
Grrr~ I really don't know what to study ler.
What and which is the best for me??
I'm totally confused. I don't wanna get insomnia because of this thingy.
I don't wanna make wrong decision as it will affect my future.
To face a job for like 20 to 40 years is a kind of....suffer.
Some how...people would say like DREAM BIG! But...I don't know where is my dream anymore.
Stop dreaming la...
是你的就是你的。不是你的就永远也不会是你的。
It's end of year already...
Time flies so fast and what is my objective for next year? Hmm...
I have no any idea yet. Die liao la..==


P/S: SOO YEE & CLARIN: I need both of you...><
I wanna go and seek help from the so-called-study link center.
Text me if you read this. :)