10 February 2010, Wednesday

Sunny Day

Although that's my birthday, I have to work as normal too.
Haiz.. So bad~ I'm not gonna elaborate more on this because I'm lazy.
I work morning shift on that day because gonna celebrate with my dear at night.
At my working place, my colleague also help me to celebrate.
Thanks to them!
They're Bid, Sean, Ken, Ming, Ana and Samm.
Bid lied to me that I've to work full for that day.
Luckily I never believe him. Haha.
I know that's just a trap. LOL==
There's no b'day cake but there's chocolate cheese cake they buy from Giant.
Hehe...with no candles. Nevermind!
They are so bad! Wipe the cake on my face!
I already have acne problem lea~ =X
At 7pm, home-sweet-home.
My dad come and fetch me back.
After bath and change my clothes, I straighten my hair.
Dear reach before I prepared all stuff.
He wait for me for around 5 to 10 minutes, I think. Sorry.
Then we headed to Pacific to sub the hp line.
So that I could sms and call my dear anytime for FREE! ^^
Dear bought a b'day cake for me at Bread Hisrtory.
It's Chocolate Tiramisu. Hehe. Thanks~
After settle down those thingy,we went to Sunway - the mall where I work everyday.
Dear plans to bring me to Amp Square. Only both of us.
Yay~ We sing and eat there until 1.30am only reach home.
It's because when we reached there is already 10.10pm.
The chocolate powder on the cake make me cough non-stop.
Shit la! Dear laugh at me at first.
Then he eats... As conclusion, that's not my problem.
He also cough because of the powder on the cake.LOL
Both of us laugh at each other. So lame.
Luckily my mum didn't scold me for late coming back.
She just mumbling that I shouldn't late back because dear go back late alone is very dangerous.
Swt...My mum scolded me because of him.
It's okay. I accept this but dear doesn't mind at all.
He rather stick with me or stay overnight at my home. =)
Thanks for all, my lovely dear!~

I LOVE YOU.

Only you.

The last day of being 17 years old

Sunny Day

Today is the last day of being 17 years old for me.
Time flies, I'll be 18 tomorrow!
I'm happy with that because I can celebrate with my boyf.
I'm sad because I'm getting older and I have to work!
Haiz...Life is always like that.
Once you blow off those candles once, you're older one year.
Can't wait you greet me Happy Birthday!
But you told me you wanna go to cyber cafe.
What can I aspect more?
Call you not to go? I can't be so selfish.
No matter what I stil love you. Muackss~
I'll wish myself Happy Birthday too.
Tomorrow will be my day. I don't want a dull birthday.
Yay~ It's mine and you're mine too.
Going to facial after work tomorrow.
After that dear will pick me up then we'll go to karaoke.
Only both of us.
I can't imagine only both of us there.
I hope it won't be boring lu~
hehe^^
This Thursday I will hang outz with my buddies.
Huhu~
I'm looking forward to that day.
I'm sure it will be interesting day.

My lovely dear,
sorry about yesterday.
I lose control again.
Maybe we're having different opinion on those things.
Sorry.
I know what I've promise you.
I love you much! Muahx~

հﻪթթկ ъﻨгէհժﻪկ

星座

宝贝，这次我没忘了看你的星座哦！

原来星座有分三个阶段…
雙子座的三個階段

第一個階段是生日在5月 20到5月31日 之間
個人主宰星是水星，你的反應超級快，別人說話說到一半時，你已經知道他的重點在哪裡，而且迫不及待替對方下結論。你也常常覺得別人慢吞吞地沒有效率，因為你一個人就可以做三個人的事，而且早就知道該如何做了。建議你多用自己良好的表達能力來幫助你的工作，但你感性豐富的一面很容易影響你對事情的判斷力，要小心。

第二個階段是生日在6月 1日到6月10日 之間
個人主宰星是金星，雖然你常常說者無心，但是還是常會不小心傷害了別人。你的心腸很好，但卻習慣用理性的態度來解析事情，也因此有時別人會覺得你很冷血。建議你多運用你的幽默感來化解這個缺點，將會使你變成一個人見人愛的雙子喔！

第三個階段是生日在6月 11到6月21日 之間
個人主宰星是土星，心情不好時你就會像一堆爛泥一樣，什麼事都不想做，還有放下一切的打算，所以你要小心自己情緒上的控制。基本上你是樂觀的，只要不讓情緒主宰了你，你的創意將會為你帶來大筆財富。

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最易成為富翁的星座
第四位 ★水瓶座01/20~02/18獨立、冷靜的頭腦賦予他們高瞻遠矚的遠見，注重精神交流讓他們在人際協調中如魚得水。他們的富不僅僅是數字的增長，更在精神上值得後人學習借鑒。

第八位 ★雙子座05/21~06/21代表人物：嚴凱泰。無拘無束的多變性格，他們不會把所有雞蛋放在同一個籃子里，雖然有80%的時間與成功沒有必然聯繫，但只要抓住一次機會，他們就能用20%的時間獲得成功。

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4 February 2010, Thursday

Sunny Day

Today almost can't wake up.
I'm too tired because I used to sleep very late everyday.
When I'm nicely sleeping, my mum wake me up and call me to hang something a the bottom of the door.
Lol...isn't too early to hang the red cloth?
I said I want to sleep, don't call me.Then she walked out from my room.
When I woke up in the morning, I taught my mum will bought me breakfast.
Who knows she was not at home. Haiz..
Have to cook instant noodles to eat. Awww~ pityful me.
After eat I rush to work.

Nothing much about today's work.
Reach there early but no people open the door.
Waited for few minutes with Ana and Samm then Sean reached.
After we done the thingy, all of us sat down and talk about boss' wife.
She's rude and do things without system and law. WTF!!
Seriuosly, I hate this kind of people.
Others work for her but she never pay the right amount.
Is it she's non-educated? Rich so what?
She thinks she's rich enough so she can has her own Labour Law??
I've never met such boss before. Hate her!!
And don't call me back to work during cny while I'm off.
I won't pick up the call.
If she wants to terminate me, then it's fine.
I also don't feel like working with such lousy boss too.
She can scold others eventhough the person didn't do anything wrong.
I hate this "Alice the wonderland"!!
Shit her! Booooooo~~ *thumbs down*
I feels pity to Sean and Ana. They work hard for boss but get this kind of treat.

Dear,
I don't want we keep arguing.
I want you chat happily with me everyday.
Although I'm not by your side everyday,
but do you feel how much I love you?
I'm deeply falling in love with you.
Just you don't feel it and realise it.
I admit sometimes I might easy to get mad.
Sorry about that.
I less control you doesn't mean I don't care about you.
You're my everything.
My life, my lover and my happines.
I'm grateful to have you as my boyfriend and beloved.
I need you. I miss you.
And...
I love you much.
Muackss~ =)

We're born to love

and

beloved.

2 February 2010, Tuesday

Sunny Day

Today is Tuesday. Yeah~
I love today because it's an outing day for both of us as we just meet once a week.
Or even not once.Haiz...==
Next week dear will have to work. So I have to call my buddies out.
I wanna hang out with them long time ago just don't have the chance.
Today dear cooked fried egg for me.
Hehe...but I have to wash the cooking utensils after that.
This is the first time he cooks for me. Thanks a lot ya. Muahx~

*Sunway Carnival Mall*
I used to go back to the mall that I work even I'm off. Haha~
After parked the car, we bumped into Wei Li with her mum,sis and a kid.
So paiseh la...haha
Let her saw. =X
We went to Sunway to look up the Adidas shirt that I want eagerly.
Firstly, we went to Al-Ikhsan. No one shirt that I like.
Then, we went to Adidas. I'm so disappointed.
The shirt that I want (not eagerly,just okay) can't suit me beacause it's too big.
Feel a bit hungry. Dear said wanna eat Thai food as I likey too.^^
After Tom Yam Kung, we went to another mall.
It's kinda fun to walk all the mall nearby here in a day.

*Pacific*
Firstly we also went to search for the Adidas shirt that I want it so much.
Yeah~ I found it. But.....the price was...OMG!! Damn expensive.
It's expensive than Nike. The price is killing me!
RM 119.00 for an Adidas shirt,can you buy?
Another disappoinment. T_T
Because if the price not so expensive then I can have that as my birthday present.
I also plan to buy a Nike shoes for myself as my birthday present,perhaps?
We move on to Adidas at Pacific. I saw the same shirt but the price also the same.
No less. So I just forget about that shirt.
Dear bought a shirt at SUB. He forced me to buy a shirt at there just now.
No idea. My taste like...hmmm..no one shirt over there that I want.
At last also buy a shirt that a bit similar to dear.
Suddenly dear's brother called him.
He had to go to his dad's shop look after a while because his brother wanna go to eat with her girlf.
I feel a bit uncomfortable there ler of course.
Maybe others will taught I'm one of the worker in that shop. Haha
When customers walk in, I feel like wanna run away.
But I can't because it's kind a rude action.
I send helping signal to dear and he came to serve the customer.
I don't know anything in his dad's shop. It's kinda shy when serving the customer.
I saw a Converse shirt in purple colour that's quite nice.
Dear bought it from his dad. Thanks...Love you. *kisses*
That one already consider as my birthday present gua...
I don't know. Maybe yes, maybe no. Haha
Actually wanna watch Woohoo! Tiger with dear. His dad ruin our plan.
His dad wants him to fetch his mum buy something so he has to rush back home.

So I have to go back home early. Have dinner with my family.
Oh ya! I also go and find Remee (one of my buddies) at D-Stage,the shop where she works.
So happy to see her. I think it's surprise for her,right?
Today morning I sms her maybe not going there. At last I also appear there.
She also gave me a big big hug just now before I leave.
Love ya!! Buddies forever! Buddies rocks! Hehe

Dear, thank you.
I love you lots!!
Muackss~
I hope you really can accompany me during my birthday.
梓伟，我爱你。


P/s:
Shawis and Clarin...
I already told Remee that wanna hang out next week.
Maybe is Tuesday or Thursday.Is it okay we go to Penang to shopping?
##Clarin, I need you to be the driver to FETCH US.##

That's Me

AQUARIUS



還記得風象星座的共同特性嗎？風象星座的人活在理想化的世界中，並有害怕情緒（趕）的傾向。這對寶瓶座的人而言，無疑是更加真實的描述，因為寶瓶座同時還是「固定星座」。固定性又可被轉譯為強度、固執或頑固，端賴其程度多寡以及你能否接受而定。

由此可知，寶瓶座傾向於壓抑自己的情緒。他通常會視其情緒為一弱點，為令人困窘之事物。你可能可以從他是世界上最不羅曼蒂克或感情橫溢的情人這一事上尋得脈絡。他的心通常是迷人而天真的，並展現出一種與他尋常的詭辯思考相對的奇異的笨拙。在某些方面與時候，這是相當可愛的特質，因為他通常無法不順著他的本性來行事。此外，他可能也不是一個溫柔的情人。眾所皆知，寶瓶座的天賦並不在於求愛及戀愛上。

因而我們可以相信他的誠摯及忠誠。因為他不善於處理感情與情緒，所以他通常會實話實說--何止是實話實說而已，寶瓶座簡直就是「事實的癮者」。也就是說，一方面他不喜歡說謊，所以在大部分時候，你是可以相信他的。而另一方面，這也意味著你必須注意，不要要求他做那些一般情人必須做的、瑣碎的情感保證。如果你真這麼做了，那麼你可能會得到這樣的答案：「嚴格地說來，我現在並不是真的很愛你。」

寶瓶座的忠誠來自於二。其一，他可能比其他任一星座要能堅守他的承諾。所以如果他答應會對你忠誠，即意味著他將來會這麼做-- 因為他是個忠於理想的人。而他確實也有許多自我的原則。二，他的忠誠也來自於任意妄為的浪漫行徑並非他的風格。他在這方面是既沒信心又笨拙，並且他會發現保持忠誠較輕鬆自在無煩惱，因為他可以更樂在於他最有興趣的領域--心智活動--之中。並不是寶瓶的人缺乏熱情。不盡然。但他並不特別追求感官上的刺激，並且不常花長時間在性愛的幻想上。他忙著思考這整個世界以及能為這世界做些什麼。

寶瓶座的人是有趣的伴侶，而他們也比其他任一星座要知道如何當朋友。友誼對寶瓶座的人而言，通常比其他的情感要來得重要，一部分的原因是因為他不瞭解愛--愛這東西太複雜且太多問題，他總是無法搞清楚它--，而另一部份的原因是因為理想的友誼比較容易維持。所以不管是寶瓶座的男人或女人，無論在世界的哪一處，都可以是最棒的朋友。他忠誠且誠實，並能為朋友多所犧牲；他關心其他人，並在你不希望他別管你時說再見；他是個極佳的傾聽者，也是個細心、客觀的參謀。沒有朋友可以像他那樣友善或寬容或體諒人。在婚姻或感情關係上，這種超然且體諒的友誼通常是種祝福。這意味著你可以擁有自己的想法，以你自
己的方式去思考、討論事情，擁有陪伴與友誼，而，不會有人要求你得扮演什麼樣的角色，或要求感情上的獨佔。寶瓶座，就像其他星座的人一樣，其內心也會有嫉妒的情緒但卻鮮少表現出來。他甚至不會承認這一點。他表現得好像一點佔有欲也沒有。別被他給騙了。然換個角度來看，這並無妨害。如果他堅持讓另一半擁有自由，即使他會因此而被碎屍萬段，他也在所不惜的。

如果你尋求的是一個善感而浪漫的情人，那麼請你離寶瓶座遠一點。因為你非常可能得參與冗長的政治及觀念的討論，且聽不太到甜蜜的戀人絮語。換句話說，如果你尋求的是一個像朋友般的情人，寶瓶座會讓其他星座的人黯然失色。他真的對人感到興趣，也是真的對你感到興趣。只要記得別太情緒化且記得為自己買束花即可。

28 January 2010, Thursday

晴天
Sunny Day


不懂多久没有写了。为什么呢？
忙？又不是很忙。
累？有时候的确很累。
应该是觉得没有心情吧！唉~
星期二我有点忽略了你，对不起。
我不是故意的。
我想把你拉近我们，但是当我转身你却不在我身旁。
下次别走开了，好吗？

近天本来聊得好好的，却因为住的问题又吵了。
我觉得累，每次吵架都让我想逃。
在朋友面前我得装作若无其事这样。
必须强颜欢笑…这样做是不想表现出自己脆弱的一面。
因为……在别人眼里我并不是个这样的人。
我不想让我自己觉得我们在一起很累。
当你告诉我你明天要来见我的时候真的很开心。
如果不能我也不会怪你的。
吵架后我觉得就算你能够来也不必了。
因为都吵架了，见面会把我们闹得更疆吧！

当你对我说……

如果我得到你的人却得不到你的心
就算得到全世界我也不开心
我想你证明你的心是属于我的


我问我自己…
我做得不够好吗？
我改了，你还是不满意？
我失败 我无能 我无言
我希望你别那么自私。
你能吗？
你做得到吗？
对…你不能。

我不是怕你监视我的生活。
我不怕你不让我自由。
也不怕你不给我多余的时间见我朋友。

我觉得为难，你不了解。
只要一步步慢慢来，你怕没有那么一天的到来吗？
我该怎么做？
你怕什么我都知道。
我没有背，只是记在我心里。
也许你觉得我不再意你曾说过的话…
但是，你错了。
我没有要敷衍你……真的。
别不相信我好不好？
如果情侣之间没有信任…
那在一起算什么？
不如分手算了。

我这样说不是要放弃你…
我不要求你什么
我要的东西很难吗？
你做不到的话，我也不能够逼你。
我不想有心碎的感觉。

那天抱着你的时候，我哭了。
不是难过……
是我觉得内疚。
我无法在新年，也就是情人节当天陪你过。
我们的第一次情人节没了。
我把你留在这里然后随家人到金马仑去。
我真的不是故意的。
对不起…
我一定会补回给你的。我答应你。


我们的承诺我从没有忘记过。
就算是一秒…
我还是你的乌龟。
你还是我的宝贝。
我爱你！
Muackss~
我不离开你了！