♥ U more thn myself...

__ 1 April 2009 __

- big sunny day -

as today is april fool...

haha^^

i hv played many of my frends..

including him...

so many stupiak eh ppl let me play...

so happy...

wuwuwuuuu~~

actually i jz wana ply wif u nia...

i duno dat u wil take it serious to wad i ask u...

sumore turn so many round abt onli tel me ur ans..

dis is da 1st time i ask like dat..

this shows how much i love eu..

hehe...muackss...

others i for sure won't ask like dat eh..

only U

U r special to me...

anything to0..

U noe Urself la..

kakaz...><

finally...

U back to ME!!

i feel damn happy...sweet...

besides, i also havin a bad time at sch after recess time..

wtf~!!!

suspect dat im a LESBIAN???

izit ur mind goin crazy??

im 101% normal lea...

even normal thn u...

bastard....

u say dat u r nt labelling us...bt..u are!!

pn.mws...pls go n check whether ur brain gt any prob or nt..

i think ur daughther should be thr today...

nt me!!! im more normal thn ur daughter!!

so sucks~

i jz like an idiot sitting over thr listening 2 wad u all merepek...

im da most normal among them all.

duno who so idiot go n tel out my name..

i hv bf eh...

sumore nt dat less...

u sespect me??wtff!!!

futhermore,

sumore wana us to sign a perjanjian...

wad da hell~!!!

perjanjian??dis kind of stuff oso need??

har...i dun wan sign..

coz dis is non of my business...

im so nervous whn i hv been called up to waiting thr to c tea...

i hv a vry bad feelings..

sumthing bad will be happened on me!

after bck frm bilik warisan...

i tell dis to my frends...

hahahahaha...U ah?!

impossible~!!!

dis is wad respond dat i get frm my frends..

i got a vry big question mark on my head...

who is my couple if im a lesbian??

im wondering~

who is dat???

i dun even noe who is my couple n hw im goin 2 start a relationship??

wad a crazy + stupid sch i hv ever seen...

+ i damn mizz eu +

today is a special april fool day i ever had..

hehe^^

as i hv red house + tourism club meeting...

i bck to home at 6pm..

phew~ tired n exhausted...

quite miss U...

today i hv no mood to done my homework..

i jz feel tired n sleepy..

so i slp early..haha

dat's all 4 today..

__ 棉花糖 __

= 棉花糖 =

至上励合

作词：马雪阳 作曲：马雪阳

(马雪阳)回忆着初次相遇坐在你身旁

是谁曾经说 太幸福会缺氧

爱情已种在心里 自由的生长

童话里的浪漫 需要用心去培养

(刘洲成)想带你一起流浪 沐浴阳光

去完成温暖的想象

喜欢你任性时候 可爱模样

好像失意时投下的阳光

(金恩圣)你就是我心中的棉花糖 甜蜜的梦想

彼此牵起的双手 谁都不要放

去眺望 在远方 悉数快乐和希望

展开翅膀 我们自由飞翔
(张远)你就是我心中的棉花糖 甜蜜的梦想

有你世界都变了 就算天快亮

能不能 就这样 自由的去游荡

爱在我们心间悄悄绽放 许下愿望

(李茂)在寒冷时候 我们难免会彷徨

爱总会守在某个地方 建造起围墙

心需要更坚强 不退让不绝望

有时候等待 慢慢代替了感伤

需要去付出 多一些互相体谅
想一起去等待着 那道曙光

将风雨之中那盏烛火 慢慢点亮

未来的时光 有我的肩膀

(张远)想带你一起流浪 沐浴阳光

去完成温暖的想象

喜欢你任性时候 可爱模样

好像失意时投下的阳光

(马雪阳)你就是我心中的棉花糖 甜蜜的梦想

彼此牵起的双手 谁都不要放

去眺望 在远方 悉数快乐和希望

展开翅膀 我们自由飞翔
(合唱)你就是我心中的棉花糖 甜蜜的梦想

有你世界都变了 就算天快亮

能不能 就这样 自由的去游荡

爱在我们心间 悄悄绽放 就是天堂

[ a song dat U 4 ME ]

__我受了重伤__

= 重伤=

乘着黑夜还未破晓之前

离开你

你那时还睡的很甜蜜

是否有察觉到我的一片苦心是为了不让你逃避你自己

也许我还不够能力把你彻底忘记

至少我懂适当时离去

我受了重伤

已不再对爱渴望

紧握的手

始终要放

留的住的只是恍然

我受了重伤

离开只是种疗方

放手逃离伤心的海岸

遗憾的是没找到麻木的药方

多留一分钟

就多痛一分钟

我该学会如何遗忘

自私一分钟就能从痛苦中释放

不必为了别人而伤

♥ is H.U.R.T.

26 March 2009

rainy + sunny

da 10th day v together...

but here, now n today...

v mz end our relationship...

i really can't put u down...

will u bck 4 me?

actually, i dun hope dat happen on me..

coz

i really ♥ U...

all happen so suddenly n i could nt accept it!

i already feel so weird whn u din even cal me...

i feel so terrible...

disappointed...

i ask u hv u like me b4?or u jz ply me?

u say NO...jz feel no mood...

i feel so hurt...

my heart is bleeding..

i cry...but da feeling on U is stil thr...

can't move away...

i hv a body wifout soul coz wifout U...

do U ever noe dat it's U make me fall in ♥ wif U??

now we jz can be friend...

i wil let U go, b'cz i love U...

end wif hurt + sad

mY dd n mE

at my gor de car n using my gor de hp take de pic
izit i looks like guy??swt~



__16 March 2009__
rainy + sunny


im vry happy 2day...
as i hv a new dd liao...
haha^^
funny + loving + en tau + caring + ...
as me n dd jz noe each other 4 a short period of time..
but..i vry LOVE him de o0rx~
hehe
[ dd whn u read dun to0 happy lorh...^^ ]
today is da 1st day v together..

really love him de orhx...
hehe^^
although v nvr meet b4 lar..
now im waiting dd to cum here and fetch me go gai-gai...
dd promise me liao...

Finally,
i break up wif Mr. neoh d...
after da 3rd day wif dd...


= diz is my dd =

dun mind i put U here hor??
entau dd...muackss...
love n miss yea~


I LOVE U!!

1st Time I Get An A.C.C.D.I.E.N.T.

dis is da 1st time i hv an accident...by myself~
scars~~isshhh........><


=10 March 2009 =
rainy + sunny day

whn bck frm my chemistry tui...
i get an accident...
izit im bad luck or wad!
nt my wrong eh..
dat stupiak idiotic car~!
haiz..
make my leg "hui rong" liao la..
sobx~><
so sad eh...
i quickly call up my dad 4 emergency help..
haha^^
bt i dun feel scared..
duno wad happen 2 me dat time..
mayb i "baba" d gua~
ltr bck home my parents oways "popek" at me lor...
thn i jz cn listen...
so pain la da wounds...
din even go n consult doctor..
luckily nt bleeding...
if nt i wan cry liao~
ngek~



[ END of story ]

Exam is Cumin...

- new pic again~ -

- my bird nest...yummy~ -

- abolone noodles...hv U eaten dis b4?? -

- me wif BaBy MiLo's t-shirt -

4 March 2009

today...

morning = rainy

noon = sunny

night = rain a bit bit

exam is jz around the corner...

im asking myself wad did i prepare d...

erm...i din get da ans frm myself...

cz...i jz study my history dat wil be tested on dis fri...

**sigh~ ><"

besides history, thr also will be bm and bi exam to0...

hell la..nt goin 2 read the pearl and julia adi..

im lack of TIME

well...as today is wednesday...

i hv to stay back at sch for my Tourism Club meeting &

Red House meeting also...

jz 1 word to describe my feelings now...

TIRED

tis feelings make me hv no mood 2 study d ler..

stil gt so many tokoh mz memorise...

after recess is wp period..v jz discuss some points for da debate...

shit lar! i really duno hw 2 debate...

after dat is moral...v jz relax over thr..

hahax^^

as me n my Gang nvr done Pn. Norazlin's moral hw...

thn the next period is modern maths...

2day Mr.Goh nvr enter our class...

yeah~!

cz he is havin meeting..

so, i hv my time 2 do my history revision...

so many tings to memorise lea...

ppl's name, event, venue, wad is happening, n many kinds of tings...

dat makes me SUFFER!!

but...i hv no choice 2 nt 2 study dis la..

coz here is MALAYSIA...

wad to do?

here i hv sumting 2 share wif my frends...

hehe^^

below here thr are 2 pictures...

hv u ever noe dis??

dis is sometings dat my uncle discovered on last sun at my gandma's house la..

special and interesting rite??

im sure dat U nvr saw dis b4 in ur life!!

including me too~

jz hv some guess on it!!

[ans wil be provided-- below da post...jz scroll down la~]

<<< do u ever noe wad is diz??

2day's Tourism Club

jz doin some paper work for interesting places in our country...

i choose da Sarawak & Sabah...

wad an attractive & nice places...

hope 2 go thr~^^

although i went to Sarawak b4 d ler..nt Sabah yea...

after dat continue wif Red House practice...

jz like normal...v started wif my lovely activity---high jump

kakaz....^^bt my frends hate dat so much!

im diff...i jz hate long jump...

cz i duno hw 2 jump for dat...

reach home at 6.15 pm...

damn tired lar..lolx..=="

stil hv to wash clothes...ngek~><

thn ltr on havin dinner...

sit nicely in da living room...doin nth...

no mood 2 studyZ~

i stil gt a bit miss him...

but today i dun dare 2 sms him d...

yest tui he was absent..

me n cnkl felt a bit hungry...

v went to mini market thn bought a cup of instant noodles...

jz like v were in primary sch dat time..

everytime tui wil go n buy the noodles thn nicely sit inside the class n eat...

haha^^...v were dare dat time..now??of coz nope~~

sitting under thr tree...eat n talk all the way...

v went up 2 class at 8.30 pm as our bi class start at 8 pm sharp!

geng lea~~ bt tea und us...kakaz...

sweet memory in primary sch...

amanda mami becum so "kiam pak" d...

wad she says u really cnt tahan

feel like wana gv her a slap!haha^^

so funny la hv dis kind of mami..

last bt nt least,

b4 i end my diary 2day...

hope my frends all get gd result 4 dis test la..

if U nvr study...

go "bai ang kong" la!

tell "them popi" U...

Gambatte lurhx~^^

p/s: ans 4 the pic above...
dat is a a tools dat last time ppl used to mesure the weight of things...

there are also sizes in short, medium and long toO...

a vry accurate tools..beter thn nwadays de spring balance or wad so ever...

hard 2 find d lor...as ppl who sell alat penimbang oso wana find dis 2 let ppl see...