366 Days Together

Sunny Day

My hand phone dropped on the floor and spoil yesterday morning.
Arghh~ Getting frustrated already ler!!
I'm moody in the morning...my phone just get repaired for the screen problem and now I have to spend another hundred bugs for that again. haiz...
I'm so sorry dear. Wasted your money again. :(
Okay! Today it's our 1 year anniversary.
I don't feel that 1 year is long...it's too short.
I won't feel boring although get together with you for 1 year already.
I love you deeper and deeper, dear.
I love you!! Muackss~
I know that I always make you angry and sad...even cry.
Sorry! Sometimes I really didn't mean it.
I'm so sorry. :(
Hope that we'll love each other more and more. hehe
I love you. ^^

Although today is our anniversary but dear still have to work.
Gonna celebrate at night later.
Hubbie is going to bring me to Victoria Station! ^^
This is the first time I'm going to there.
Last time I'm dreaming that one day I'll visit that restaurant.
But now...my dream is coming true.
Thanks a lot~ Hubbie. Muackss...
I'm gonna post some pics here after the celebration.
Stay tuned!! :)

At last, wish hubbie and myself...

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

I love you always like you do.

Memorable Day of Us

HUBBIE,

HAPPY 5 MONTHSARY !!

Love you forever!! =)




Now, every 15th will be much more memorable to me.
Time passes so fast. I hope this will be 5 years instead of 5 months.
Hehe.. I stil very love you.
I love you so much, dear.
Muackss~
Hope that our relationship will be fine and sweet everyday. ^^

17 December 2009, Thursday

Sunny + Rainy
From yesterday night until now, my mood is equal to sad.
I can't make myself not to scare you that yesterday night.
When you're mad at me, you were just totally a different people from the normal way you are.
The feel was so scary.. I'm afraid of you. I can't face you. I cried.
Lastly, all settled down. Another problem started again...
I regret. I shouldn't have told you this and discuss about this kind of stuff.
At last I told you my last secret.
And yet, the response I got from you was what I've predict as well.
A cold war begins. You started to keep quiet.
I don't know what to explain more.
I'm so desperate. I want you to hug at me and tell me that you love me stil.
I know that's impossible so you phone me and tell me.
I feel a little bit relax.
Then I went to sleep around 2.15am.
Can't even sleep well. I just can't take you put of my mind.
I know I've hurt you much.
At 8am, you sms me. I taught you really sleep after we hang up the phone.
But, you told me that you never sleep.
Sorry, it's my fault. Sincerely sorry.
We back to normal way we chat after that.
Until the afternoon, you said that you feel so moody.
Fine, I asked you 3 times but you never answer my question.
You stil can't accept my past. Why?
When you really love someone, you should can accept what he or she did last time.
But wht don't you??? I'm so down. Almost broke down.
My heart already break into many tiny pieces. I'm so suffer and tired.
I'm sick of it! I couldn't face you.
I almost give up all. Including you.
I don't know what to do. I don't know from where I got so many tears.
Once I think back the time we spent together happily, tears drop down non-stop.
My heart is so pain. I hate that feelings.
I'm so disappointed. I taught we can go through any obstacle together.
I'm stupid! I'm wrong.
I will try my best to make you feel better and happy.
I can make it. Believe in me and yourself.

Please don't make me feel to leave you anymore.

Please don't~

Because I do really love you much.

The First Day With Tortoise

How to describe the feelings??
It's strong yet different from the others.
I think..I like you.
I know you like me since you know me..
But just that time I have bf so you just forget about it.
Haha..now is different.
You're mine. I'm yours.
First day..nothing to talk about besides I miss you much.
Hope to see you.
You told me that don't want me to go far to study.
But yesterday your friend asked you to follow him go KL study.
I know I can't be selfish. I really hope that I am. I'll try to.
Sorry for not telling you this.
Because I don't dare.
I don't wanna to influence the decision that you wanna make.Sorry.

Winnie + Eddie

Do you ever know what is fate??

What is the feel of being in love??

What is love??

How it comes & goes??

Don't ask me...because I also don't know..

We are together when we are in end of the year of 2007.

Seems like long time ago huh~ haha

But now we are together back after break for many months ago

As I also can't remember when we break off...

that's another story already...bla....bla...bla...

don't drag too much...haha^^

_:: 10 June 2009 ::_

-The day we are together...

-But I know you will remember la...

-I know you will change your last time attitude because of me..

-Really thank you so much,dear...

-And...I can't do anything for you...sorry~

-I'll try my best la...okay??hehe

-I don't want a love that full of promises...

-I just want you when I need you..that's more than enough...

-I know your love to me will not fade till the day I never love you anymore.

-I hope I can not be so play in this matter anymore...really hope that

-Sorry if I can't made that...I do not want to make such stupid promises to you.

-And...last but not least...I love you,dear~

[ Me & You ]

[ Love you~ ]

__ 棉花糖 __

= 棉花糖 =

至上励合

作词：马雪阳 作曲：马雪阳

(马雪阳)回忆着初次相遇坐在你身旁

是谁曾经说 太幸福会缺氧

爱情已种在心里 自由的生长

童话里的浪漫 需要用心去培养

(刘洲成)想带你一起流浪 沐浴阳光

去完成温暖的想象

喜欢你任性时候 可爱模样

好像失意时投下的阳光

(金恩圣)你就是我心中的棉花糖 甜蜜的梦想

彼此牵起的双手 谁都不要放

去眺望 在远方 悉数快乐和希望

展开翅膀 我们自由飞翔
(张远)你就是我心中的棉花糖 甜蜜的梦想

有你世界都变了 就算天快亮

能不能 就这样 自由的去游荡

爱在我们心间悄悄绽放 许下愿望

(李茂)在寒冷时候 我们难免会彷徨

爱总会守在某个地方 建造起围墙

心需要更坚强 不退让不绝望

有时候等待 慢慢代替了感伤

需要去付出 多一些互相体谅
想一起去等待着 那道曙光

将风雨之中那盏烛火 慢慢点亮

未来的时光 有我的肩膀

(张远)想带你一起流浪 沐浴阳光

去完成温暖的想象

喜欢你任性时候 可爱模样

好像失意时投下的阳光

(马雪阳)你就是我心中的棉花糖 甜蜜的梦想

彼此牵起的双手 谁都不要放

去眺望 在远方 悉数快乐和希望

展开翅膀 我们自由飞翔
(合唱)你就是我心中的棉花糖 甜蜜的梦想

有你世界都变了 就算天快亮

能不能 就这样 自由的去游荡

爱在我们心间 悄悄绽放 就是天堂

[ a song dat U 4 ME ]

__我受了重伤__

= 重伤=

乘着黑夜还未破晓之前

离开你

你那时还睡的很甜蜜

是否有察觉到我的一片苦心是为了不让你逃避你自己

也许我还不够能力把你彻底忘记

至少我懂适当时离去

我受了重伤

已不再对爱渴望

紧握的手

始终要放

留的住的只是恍然

我受了重伤

离开只是种疗方

放手逃离伤心的海岸

遗憾的是没找到麻木的药方

多留一分钟

就多痛一分钟

我该学会如何遗忘

自私一分钟就能从痛苦中释放

不必为了别人而伤

♥ is H.U.R.T.

26 March 2009

rainy + sunny

da 10th day v together...

but here, now n today...

v mz end our relationship...

i really can't put u down...

will u bck 4 me?

actually, i dun hope dat happen on me..

coz

i really ♥ U...

all happen so suddenly n i could nt accept it!

i already feel so weird whn u din even cal me...

i feel so terrible...

disappointed...

i ask u hv u like me b4?or u jz ply me?

u say NO...jz feel no mood...

i feel so hurt...

my heart is bleeding..

i cry...but da feeling on U is stil thr...

can't move away...

i hv a body wifout soul coz wifout U...

do U ever noe dat it's U make me fall in ♥ wif U??

now we jz can be friend...

i wil let U go, b'cz i love U...

end wif hurt + sad

A sad + bad day dat i ever had...

y every time i write here also all bad things??
cn i hv a new tings 2 write??such as happy things??
even 2mrw wil be my b'day...i tink i sumore should write the sad things here!
y becum like dis??u try 2 nt 2 talk 2 me? even listen my phone! u oso jz say a few sentence n jz hang up my phone like dat...
did i betray u anything?? NOPE~i didn't!
u let me feel dat u hurt me so much...
jz 2 guys' frends dat my family noe they cum visit me onli thn u already mad me...
u heard their voices thn ask me who r they...
i tel u da truth...u mad me...
u jz end up da phone wif unhappy tone...
wad wrong did i did???????? a lot of ques marks on my head!
although i tink i nvr did da wrong thing..bt i stil say SORRY 2 u many times...
call u,sms u,mms u....anyting i did oso useless...
i feel so down...completely no mood 2 celebrate my b'day d...
u say dat i make u disappointed...no trust in U on Me ANYMORE!
after i read da msg...my tears fell down...
do u ever noe hw sad i feel?? u even call me no need to call u frm nw on...
izit dis means BREAK UP?
i dun wan..i really dun wan dis 2 happen on me!
i cnt live wifout u...i nvr hope dat the day wil cum...
whn i noe u buy present 4 me im so happy...bt jz happy 4 a moment thn at nite v argue again...
i duno hw many times did v argue d...mayb da 8th~~
i also duno hw many times did i cry frm yest til now...mayb 8th or 9th...
i feel dat nw im living WITHOUT my SOUL...
jz like the chinese words..."xing si zou rou"...
dis afternoon u call me go ur hs take my present...
izit dat means u dun wana 2 c me?
u cnt pass me da present by urself?
u mz call ur bro pass it 2 me???
why?!
even u mad me oso enuf d gua~!
i dun wan we stil suffer frm dis small case anymore...
dis will hurt our relationship...do u ever noe dis?!><>
i think i oso no hope hear u 2 say happy birthday 2 me on 12am sharp of 10.2.2009 anymore...
i jz can say happy b'day 2 myself...**sad**><
DISAPPOINTED!!!!!!!
feel like goin 2 hell....or jz go bang da wall...n thn jz die like dat!

______爱一个人_______

如果你不爱一个人，请放手，好让别人有机会爱她

如果你爱的人放弃了你，请放开自己，好让自己

机会爱别人

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属於你的，


有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的，

人生中有许多种爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害。


有些缘分是注定要失去的，


有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的，

爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好
好的去爱他。


男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了；


女人哭了，是因为她真的放弃了。


如果真诚是一种伤害，我选择谎言；

如果谎言是一种伤害，我选则沉默；

如果沉默是一种伤害，我选择离开。

如果失去是苦 你怕不怕付出


如果迷乱是苦 你会不会选择结束

如果追求是苦 你会不会选择执迷不悟

如果分离是苦 你要向谁倾诉，


好多事情都是后来才看清楚，


好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦，然而我已经找不到
来时的路 。


有一种爱,明明是深爱,却说不出来.


有一种爱,明明想放弃,却无法放弃.


有一种爱,明知是煎熬,却又躱不开.


有一种爱,明知无前路.心却早已收不回来.


决定放弃你的那一刻我哭了，我的眼泪证明了我是
真的很爱你。

我们永远都不要提分手好吗？爱你不是游戏。爱你
是真心的。忘记你我做不到。


不管我们的解决是否完美，勾勾手指，说好不再分
手。

什么是勇气？是哭着要你爱我，还是哭着让你离
开。


男人的自信来自一个女人对他的崇拜，


女人的高傲来自一个男人对她的倾慕。


永远不要栽培你爱的男人，你把他栽培的太好，


结果只有两个：)


他从此看不起你或他给人偷了。

追求一个人的手法不需要太聪明，但离开的手法必
须聪明绝顶！


为什么我们总是不懂得珍惜眼前人？


在未可预知的重逢里，


我们以为总会重逢，总会有缘再会，总以为有机会
说一声对不起，


却从没想过每一次挥手道别，都可能是诀别，

一声叹息，都可能是人间最后的一声叹息。

也许爱情只是因为寂寞，需要找一个人来爱，即使
没有任何结局。


伤口是别人给予的耻辱，自己坚持的幻觉。


发现自己只能爱一个人在一瞬间。而且渐渐变的自
私。


很多人不需要再见，因为只是路过而已。


遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪念。

我不知道一个人的一生可以有多少个十年可以给另
一个人。


爱可以是一瞬间的事情，也可以是一辈子的事情。


每个人都可以在不同的时间爱上不同的人。.


不是谁离开了谁就无法生活，遗忘让我们坚强。


人这样的生物，仔细一看，原来是伤痕累累的。

是否被爱，每个人有不同的感受。;

重寻旧梦的代价往往是我们付不起的。:

世间的幸福，总会令人好看一点。

因为微笑，我才了解爱。

身上一切，看似不经意，却是我苦心经营，希望你
快乐。

你说：不如送我一双雨鞋。

不如，你送我一场春雨。那么即使我流泪，在雨
中，也不容易被你看到。

世事其实都是在它适当的时候降临，只是我们没有
适当的心情去迎接它。


因为爱他，所以离开他。我喜欢这句话。